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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 101 – COST

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Mythopoetic, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: alignment without repair, attachment decay, attachment injury, autobiographical document, broken identity, clinical intimacy, consciousness withdrawal, Cost, cost of living, dissociation, dissociative coping, documentary poetry, emotional injury, emotional residue, endurance ethics, evidence not memory, evidence-based selfhood, factual lyricism, forensic writing, identity fracture, identity verification, internal alignment, internal fragmentation, internal mechanics, internal mirror, long-form narrative, long-term survival, memory erosion, mirror metaphor, non-healing survival, non-romantic loss, post-hope existence, psychological adaptation, psychological endurance, psychological hardware, Psychological realism, realism over poetry, refusal of consolation, refusal of hope, residue of truth, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 101, self as system, self-authored case study, self-observation, self-recognition failure, survival cost, survivor testimony, temporal continuity, trauma accounting, trauma record.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 101 - COST In 2005, when she left,
this is what I became-
I am a ghost
hiding a mirror in which
I can’t see myself. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 136 – Twenty-One Years After the Question

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: 2005, 2026, After the Question, aftermath, aftermath literature, Alienation, bus stop encounter, calibrated distance, closed circuit, dated proof, dissociation, dissociation diagnosis, echoed question, emotional archaeology, emotional extinction, enduring echo, erased continuity, erased hope, forensic introspection, fragmented self, frozen time, ghost self, haunting, hope deletion, identity fracture, internal critic, literary evidence, loss of illusion, metaphysical fracture, mirror metaphor, Non-Recognition, permanent shift, poetic autopsy, poetic prophecy, post-trauma, protective silence, psychological defense, psychological survival, psychological truth, recovered text, relational decay, Ronie Dinosaur, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 136, self-documentation, silence, trauma record, Twenty-One Years, twenty-year reflection, unanswerable question, uninstallation, unsentimental, void, witness literature.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 136 – Twenty-One Years After the Question January 20, 2026. Exactly twenty-one years since I wrote I Look Like You on that yellowing page.
She shouted it across the bus stop, loud enough for strangers to turn:
“Why don’t you talk to me anymore?”
I still hear the sentence sometimes-not as memory, but as echo. An unsolved equation that refuses to balance.
What might have happened? Read more from here...

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Call Girl

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: addiction metaphor, anger without hatred, anti-romantic, anti-sentimental, bodily autonomy, call girl, capitalism and bodies, claustrophobic form, commodified intimacy, confessional-adjacent, contemporary poetry, dark lyricism, dehumanization, dissociation, empathy and anger, exhaustion of identity, gendered labor, identity erosion, intimacy economics, lived proximity, moral accounting, moral nausea, no redemption arc, performative desire, power imbalance, psychological fracture, raw realism, rehab poetry, rehabilitation writing, repetition as structure, resistance to glamorization, self-objectification, shame and survival, social hypocrisy, structural violence, survival narrative, taboo poetry, transactional intimacy, trauma realism, unlikable truth, unsanitized language, ventriloquism, witness literature, witness voice.

Title - Call Girl I’m a call girl
in a cheap, dirty world.
Not a butcher’s-shop red meat,
served like a hot-pink birthday treat.
I shower after every time I make noise. Read more from here...

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Fragments by Ronie Dinosaur

Posted 3 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: aftermath, Alienation, bleak-minimalism, consciousness, dissociation, embodied-exhaustion, emotional-rupture, existential-fatigue, Existentialism, fractured-self, fragmentation, identity, inner-distance, inner-void, Introspection, modern despair, nihilism, philosophical poetry, post-soul, psychological-landscape, quiet-collapse, reality-questioned, stoic-residue, unsentimental, witness-self.

Fragments — Ronie Dinosaur Someone said it’s better
to be laughed at a thousand times
than to lose your soul.
Mine disintegrated decades ago.
The mind went one way, Read more from here...

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