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Palimpsest Poem

Posted 1 month ago under DINOSAUR, Mythopoetic, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Absence, annotated poem, archival poetry, attachment, autobiographical poetry, confessional poetry, crossed-out text, distance and desire, documentary lyric, emotional asymmetry, emotional residue, endurance, evidence-based poetry, existential longing, first-order truth, grief, internal collapse, intimacy and distance, irreversible moment, lived reality, loneliness, longing without hope, love as demand, love without reciprocity, marginalia, memory and loss, Negation, obsession, Palimpsest, persistence, poem, private history, proof of love, psychological record, Refusal, refusal to romanticize, rejection, restraint, silence, solitude, storm metaphor, survival, temporal layering, truth over beauty, unrequited-love, vulnerability, waiting.

Palimpsest Poem If nothing saves you,
what do you still do?
What does one do?
What do you do?
And then what do I do? Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 101 – COST

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Mythopoetic, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: alignment without repair, attachment decay, attachment injury, autobiographical document, broken identity, clinical intimacy, consciousness withdrawal, Cost, cost of living, dissociation, dissociative coping, documentary poetry, emotional injury, emotional residue, endurance ethics, evidence not memory, evidence-based selfhood, factual lyricism, forensic writing, identity fracture, identity verification, internal alignment, internal fragmentation, internal mechanics, internal mirror, long-form narrative, long-term survival, memory erosion, mirror metaphor, non-healing survival, non-romantic loss, post-hope existence, psychological adaptation, psychological endurance, psychological hardware, Psychological realism, realism over poetry, refusal of consolation, refusal of hope, residue of truth, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 101, self as system, self-authored case study, self-observation, self-recognition failure, survival cost, survivor testimony, temporal continuity, trauma accounting, trauma record.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 101 - COST In 2005, when she left,
this is what I became-
I am a ghost
hiding a mirror in which
I can’t see myself. Read more from here...

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No Such Girl Though — 10 December 2005

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: 2005 diary, abandonment fear, adolescent trauma, artistic documentation, autobiographical poem, coming of age pain, creative survival, early authorship, early identity crisis, early poetry, emotional endurance, emotional honesty, emotional isolation, emotional residue, existential numbness, first love wound, first rejection, handwritten lyrics, inner child voice, innocence lost, lived-experience, loneliness imagery, love refusal, memory artifact, mental exhaustion, noncommercial art, obsessive repetition, personal archive, personal mythology, poetic artifact, private grief, psychological looping, raw songwriting, raw-confession, rejected confession, rejection memory, self-talk poetry, solitude themes, teenage heartbreak, time and decay, time capsule writing, trauma imprint, unpolished writing, unrequited-love, unsent song, vulnerability in art, yellowed pages, youth despair.

No Such Girl Though — 10 December 2005 From green and blue to stars in black,
I just can’t contact—
my shout can’t catch—
I am bound to react.
If she hates me, then it’s okay, because she does. Read more from here...

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