obsession

Palimpsest Poem

Posted 5 months ago under DINOSAUR, Mythopoetic, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Absence, annotated poem, archival poetry, attachment, autobiographical poetry, confessional poetry, crossed-out text, distance and desire, documentary lyric, emotional asymmetry, emotional residue, endurance, evidence-based poetry, existential longing, first-order truth, grief, internal collapse, intimacy and distance, irreversible moment, lived reality, loneliness, longing without hope, love as demand, love without reciprocity, marginalia, memory and loss, Negation, obsession, Palimpsest, persistence, poem, private history, proof of love, psychological record, Refusal, refusal to romanticize, rejection, restraint, silence, solitude, storm metaphor, survival, temporal layering, truth over beauty, unrequited-love, vulnerability, waiting.

Palimpsest Poem If nothing saves you,
what do you still do?
What does one do?
What do you do?
And then what do I do? Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 125 – Where do I go?

Posted 5 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: abandonment, acceptance without hope, adaptation to pain, Alienation, breathing underwater, cosmic imagery, cosmic indifference, desire, despair without melodrama, Detachment, drowning metaphor, emotional realism, existential poetry, fatalism, godlessness, grief without closure, human insignificance, identity erosion, inner exile, inward gaze, loneliness, longing, Loss of innocence, love without reciprocity, Meaninglessness, memory vs atoms, metaphysical loss, missed youth, modern existentialism, modern verse, nihilistic love, obsession, personal mythology, philosophical poetry, reflective verse, rehabilitation, resignation, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 125, secular spirituality, self-awareness, shadow chasing, silent suffering, solitude, spiritual absence, truth and illusion, unanswered prayer, unfulfilled desire, unrequited-love, Where do I go, witnessless suffering.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 125 - Where do I go? Some found God.
Some found the one God carved out just for them.
I found neither God
nor even a fleeting glimpse of my beloved.
The universe flared into being and winked out again- Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 120 – Frooti Shot Me Down

Posted 5 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: aching want, afterglow, ambiguous relationship, attraction, Betrayal, bittersweet, boundaries, cinematic mood, college setting, confusion, dark romance, desire vs dignity, emotional gunshot, emotional tension, empty chair, erotic subtext, forbidden closeness, Frooti, Heartbreak, hidden rooms, Intimacy., Jealousy, late-night calls, lonely narrator, longing, longing glances, lust, melancholy, Memories, near-miss, obsession, obsessional love, poetic noir, power dynamics, restraint, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 120, rooftops, secrecy, Seduction, Shot Me Down, silence, slow burn, stairwells, trust, unresolved love, unspoken desire, vulnerability, walking away, yearning.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 120 - Frooti Shot Me Down Verse 1 You wanted fire without a name,
corner me dark, take all the same.
No title needed, no promise spoken-
just hands in shadows, rules left broken. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 109 – The Anti-Thesis

Posted 5 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: ambiguity, Betrayal, bitterness, Brokenness, closure, college romance, coming-of-age, confrontation, devotion, ego, Emotional baggage, Emotional manipulation, Empty seats, Fear of commitment, gaslighting, Ghosting, growth, healing, Heartbreak, Hidden pain, identity, Intimacy., loneliness, Loss of innocence, masculinity, memory, Moving on, nostalgia, obsession, Perspective, poetry, power dynamics, reflection, regret, Reputation, resentment, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 109, Rumors, self-destruction, silence, Social status, stoicism, symbolism, The Anti-Thesis, The past, Toxic relationships, truth, unrequited-love, Unspoken words, vulnerability, yearning, youth.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 91 - The Unpermitted Path

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 109 – The Anti-Thesis It wasn’t that I failed to win you,
or that I lacked permission-
you had already written the letter yourself,
granting full access to raw lust,
to be taken without hesitation. Read more from here...

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Posted 6 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Agency, Anxiety, Autonomy, awareness, confinement, Control, counting, discipline, Existentialism, habit, identity, inner-motion, Isolation, mental-resilience, minimalism, obsession, persistence, psychological-poetry, recovery, Resistance, Ritual, Selfhood, solitude, survival, time.

Title - Obsession When anxiety waits,
people glance at the clock,
then again,
then again-
until it hardens into habit, Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 78 – Back-to-Back Lightning

Posted 6 months ago under DINOSAUR, Mythopoetic, Philosophy, Psychology, Technology Tagged: Agency, Alienation, awakening, Back-to-Back, becoming, Body, character, confession, consent, Control, Defiance, desire, determinism, discipline, endurance, Existentialism, failure, gravity, humiliation, identity, journey, Laika, Lightning, masculinity, memory, myth, oath, obsession, orbit, philosophy, poetry, power, rejection, resolve, Ritual, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 78, Sacrifice, scar, shame, solitude, stoicism, survival, Threshold, trauma, truth, violence, void, Walking, will, witness.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 78 - Back-to-Back Lightning Back-to-back idiocy-
two strikes that scorched the same sky.
The school one:
love at first sight in the morning,
rejected that very day, during recess. Read more from here...

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Mad Scientist

Posted 6 months ago under Artificial Intelligence, DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: AI, authenticity, Bruce Banner, consciousness, curiosity, discipline, discovery, doubt, existence, Experience, growth, Hollywood, Hulk, human, independence, insight, knowledge, learning, mad, movie, obsession, perception, philosophy, practice, questioning, reality, scientist, selfbelief, truth.

Title - Mad Scientist Like a mad scientist,
he is drowned-
lost in his own work.
He doesn’t care what happens in the world,
not even in the worlds Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 58 – Hungry

Posted 6 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: addiction, Alienation, consciousness, decay, desire, emptiness, fame, hunger, hungry, identity, Isolation, longing, masculinity, memory, nihilism, Observation, obsession, persistence, poverty, rejection, resilience, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 58, SelfAwareness, shame, solitude, survival, truth.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 58 - Hungry Three decades ago-
the desire:
cute, innocent,
love at first sight.
The need rose from its crushing, Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 38 – Recognition

Posted 6 months ago under DINOSAUR, Mythopoetic, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Alienation, becoming, consciousness, continuance, Defiance, dignity, Ethics, Exile, existence, fire, identity, injustice, madness, obsession, proof, recognition, Refusal, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 38, shame, silence, solitude, Sovereignty, trauma, void, Walking, will.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 38 - Recognition Who am I-
meaning and all?
Where do I stand
without ground or sky,
god or companion? Read more from here...

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