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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 126 – Murdered Three Times

Posted 5 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: academic burnout, alcoholism, Alienation, broken ambition, circular fate, class violence, coercive education, courage misnamed, debt metaphor, detention, discipline as weapon, economic exploitation, emotional neglect, endurance, existential-fatigue, extinction metaphor, failure narrative, family betrayal, generational pressure, grief, hope collapse, identity erosion, institutional abuse, internalized blame, invisible labor, Isolation, loneliness, lost youth, love deprivation, masculinity crisis, memory loop, moral injury, Murdered, parental cruelty, rage, repetition compulsion, resignation, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 126, self-destruction, self-prosecution, silence, silence as punishment, social exclusion, substance abuse, survival guilt, testimony, Three Times, time theft, trauma, wasted effort, witness without audience.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 126 - Murdered Three Times The first blade was duty, sharp and bright.
The second was silence, endless night.
The third was the bottle-mercy in disguise.
It drank the last light from my eyes.
Now only the echo of footsteps replies. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 125 – Where do I go?

Posted 5 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: abandonment, acceptance without hope, adaptation to pain, Alienation, breathing underwater, cosmic imagery, cosmic indifference, desire, despair without melodrama, Detachment, drowning metaphor, emotional realism, existential poetry, fatalism, godlessness, grief without closure, human insignificance, identity erosion, inner exile, inward gaze, loneliness, longing, Loss of innocence, love without reciprocity, Meaninglessness, memory vs atoms, metaphysical loss, missed youth, modern existentialism, modern verse, nihilistic love, obsession, personal mythology, philosophical poetry, reflective verse, rehabilitation, resignation, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 125, secular spirituality, self-awareness, shadow chasing, silent suffering, solitude, spiritual absence, truth and illusion, unanswered prayer, unfulfilled desire, unrequited-love, Where do I go, witnessless suffering.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 125 - Where do I go? Some found God.
Some found the one God carved out just for them.
I found neither God
nor even a fleeting glimpse of my beloved.
The universe flared into being and winked out again- Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 106 – Gnostic

Posted 5 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Agency vs Influence, Betrayal, Betrayer Archetype, character study, Conscious Blindness, consent, Control Illusion, Control Systems, Dark Allegory, dark poetry, deception, Emotional Exploitation, Emotional Violence, Existentialism, Fallen Innocence, False Agency, False Enlightenment, Gnostic, Human Weakness, identity erosion, illusion, Inner Corruption, Intellect vs Truth, Intimacy Without Presence, manipulation, Metaphysical Conflict, Modern Gnosticism, modern myth, moral philosophy, Moral Tragedy, mythic realism, Narrative Poetry, philosophical prose, power dynamics, Psychological Allegory, Psychological Horror, Psychological Warfare, quiet-cruelty, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 106, Seduction of Power, Serpent Motif, Shadow Allegiance, Silent Harm, Social Manipulation, Soft Power, Spiritual Decay, Subtle Abuse, symbolism, Toxic Wisdom, Unseen Control.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 106 - Gnostic How Snakes Command Her When They Cannot Coil Behind Her Ears Forever
The nāgin and the snakes-
who are snake-charmers themselves-
they charm the nāgin.
They plant a seed of bad intent- Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 89 – My Body is an Envelope

Posted 5 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: abandonment, Absence, anti-sentimental, atheism, Body, controlled grief, darkness, deprivation, despair without rage, emotional emptiness, emotional-austerity, emptiness as form, entropy, Envelope, existential poetry, existential realism, free will, godlessness, human condition, identity erosion, inner exile, inner-void, Introspection, introspective literature, inward collapse, Isolation, literary realism, loneliness, loss of meaning, melancholy, metaphysical imagery, minimalism, modern existentialism, modern verse, nihilism, non-hopeful poetry, philosophical melancholy, philosophical poetry, post-romantic disillusionment, psychological depth, quiet suffering, restraint, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 89, sealed fate, sealed silence, silence, silence as metaphor, solitude, stoic despair, symbolic poetry, time and decay.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 89 – My Body is an Envelope They emptied my heart-
looted every last coin of light.
What remains to give?
How does one love
from a flask shattered beyond repair? Read more from here...

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Call Girl

Posted 5 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: addiction metaphor, anger without hatred, anti-romantic, anti-sentimental, bodily autonomy, call girl, capitalism and bodies, claustrophobic form, commodified intimacy, confessional-adjacent, contemporary poetry, dark lyricism, dehumanization, dissociation, empathy and anger, exhaustion of identity, gendered labor, identity erosion, intimacy economics, lived proximity, moral accounting, moral nausea, no redemption arc, performative desire, power imbalance, psychological fracture, raw realism, rehab poetry, rehabilitation writing, repetition as structure, resistance to glamorization, self-objectification, shame and survival, social hypocrisy, structural violence, survival narrative, taboo poetry, transactional intimacy, trauma realism, unlikable truth, unsanitized language, ventriloquism, witness literature, witness voice.

Title - Call Girl I’m a call girl
in a cheap, dirty world.
Not a butcher’s-shop red meat,
served like a hot-pink birthday treat.
I shower after every time I make noise. Read more from here...

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Guy Next Door

Posted 6 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Alienation, bitterness, contemporary despair, cultural imagery, door, emotional detachment, emotional geometry, existential poetry, flat world metaphor, ganga symbolism, godlessness, Guy, hollow intimacy, identity erosion, inner constraint, intimacy failure, introspective literature, margosa metaphor, masculinity and vulnerability, modern loneliness, Next, personal mythology, philosophical verse, Psychological realism, ritual vs meaning, self-reckoning, spiritual irrelevance, unfulfilled desire.

Guy Next Door I was the guy next door-
simple, quiet, a little bright,
wanting to fall in love,
a girl to adore.
I went out for a test drive Read more from here...

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