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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 126 – Murdered Three Times

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: academic burnout, alcoholism, Alienation, broken ambition, circular fate, class violence, coercive education, courage misnamed, debt metaphor, detention, discipline as weapon, economic exploitation, emotional neglect, endurance, existential-fatigue, extinction metaphor, failure narrative, family betrayal, generational pressure, grief, hope collapse, identity erosion, institutional abuse, internalized blame, invisible labor, Isolation, loneliness, lost youth, love deprivation, masculinity crisis, memory loop, moral injury, Murdered, parental cruelty, rage, repetition compulsion, resignation, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 126, self-destruction, self-prosecution, silence, silence as punishment, social exclusion, substance abuse, survival guilt, testimony, Three Times, time theft, trauma, wasted effort, witness without audience.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 126 - Murdered Three Times The first blade was duty, sharp and bright.
The second was silence, endless night.
The third was the bottle-mercy in disguise.
It drank the last light from my eyes.
Now only the echo of footsteps replies. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 125 – Where do I go?

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: abandonment, acceptance without hope, adaptation to pain, Alienation, breathing underwater, cosmic imagery, cosmic indifference, desire, despair without melodrama, Detachment, drowning metaphor, emotional realism, existential poetry, fatalism, godlessness, grief without closure, human insignificance, identity erosion, inner exile, inward gaze, loneliness, longing, Loss of innocence, love without reciprocity, Meaninglessness, memory vs atoms, metaphysical loss, missed youth, modern existentialism, modern verse, nihilistic love, obsession, personal mythology, philosophical poetry, reflective verse, rehabilitation, resignation, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 125, secular spirituality, self-awareness, shadow chasing, silent suffering, solitude, spiritual absence, truth and illusion, unanswered prayer, unfulfilled desire, unrequited-love, Where do I go, witnessless suffering.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 125 - Where do I go? Some found God.
Some found the one God carved out just for them.
I found neither God
nor even a fleeting glimpse of my beloved.
The universe flared into being and winked out again- Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 99 – Commitment Issues

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: abandonment wound, academic setback, acceptance without closure, bitterness restrained, Commitment Issues, confessional prose, delayed adulthood, emotional abandonment, emotional exile, emotional neglect, emotional-austerity, endurance, first love aftermath, forbidden relationship, generational pressure, institutional cruelty, life interruptions, lived-experience, loneliness, lost youth, love without permission, loyalty without assurance, masculine-vulnerability, memory and regret, moral injury, obedience vs desire, persistence without reward, personal collapse, psychological fatigue, quiet despair, reflective grief, refusal of hope, rejection trauma, resignation, rolling stone metaphor, romantic realism, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 99, slow erosion, small-town romance, social stagnation, solitude as habit, stalled potential, stoic suffering, survival narrative, unchosen loneliness, unrequited-love, waiting without promise.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 99 - Commitment Issues For about a year, you loved me like oxygen-
giving me life, never asking me to stay alive,
never asking me to exhale and reach for you again with the next breath.
A small-town girl, lovely enough to be a prize
and good enough to be kept as a reward for a good life. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 98 — Nothing

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: authenticity, bitterness refined, desire vs fulfillment, disenchanted love, emotional neglect, emotional-austerity, emotional-starvation, emptiness, existential hunger, existential poetry, finality, hunger of the soul, hunger-metaphor, inner exile, internal exile, intimacy hunger, lived-experience, loneliness, longing, love as sustenance, masculine-vulnerability, modern confessional, moral injury, moral solitude, nihilistic clarity, nothing, nothingness, outsider perspective, poetic despair, poetic minimalism, poetic truth, post-romantic realism, psychological scars, quiet rage, refusal of compromise, refusal of substitutes, rehab narrative, resignation, restraint, romantic disillusionment, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 98, scarcity mindset, self-awareness, slow self-destruction, social alienation, stoic despair, survivor’s guilt, unmet promises, unrequited-love, wounded integrity.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 98 — Nothing My heart was clean, yet I was blamed-
and I remained hungry.
Everyone drank deep, ate full,
and now sleeps well,
satisfied in the warm hush of having enough. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 86 – Permanently Done

Posted 3 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: adulthood, Alienation, anti-narrative, anti-romanticism, authenticity, awareness, awareness practice, boredom, clarity-over-hope, consciousness, consciousness over comfort, Detachment, disillusionment, Done, emotional minimalism, emotional withdrawal, existential honesty, Existentialism, impermanence, inner exile, internal monologue, inward gaze, lived-philosophy, lucid despair, Meaninglessness, mental-clarity, modern life, modern solitude, nihilism, observational poetry, outsider perspective, Permanently, personal myth, philosophical prose, psychological fatigue, Psychological realism, quiet rebellion, Refusal, resignation, Resistance, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 86, self-awareness, self-contained identity, self-observation, social comparison, solitude, spiritual exhaustion, unfinished life, walking forward.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 86 - Permanently Done They’re working on that research.
Oh please.
Don’t be brave.
Don’t be broken.
I want no one. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 61 – Beg for Love

Posted 3 months ago under DINOSAUR Tagged: aging, arrogance, awakening, Beg for Love, despair, evidence, Existentialism, failure, fate, fear, honesty, identity, Isolation, loneliness, love, memory, nihilism, reckoning, regret, rejection, resignation, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 61, selfrespect, silence, time, truth, Utterly Unrequired, vulnerability.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 61 - Beg for Love Like the shape of a peeled water chestnut,
that thing so precious,
so rare-
for which people bend and kneel,
join hands in silent prayer, Read more from here...

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