rejection trauma – Read Poems aka Dinosaurs

Psychopath

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: accountability failure, ambiguity as control, asymmetrical investment, attention without commitment, boundary enforcement, boundary violation, closeness without clarity, college relationships, consent vs clarity, delayed closure, delayed cruelty, emotional ambiguity, emotional harm, emotional labor, emotional misuse, emotional negligence, emotional withdrawal, friendship betrayal, friendship boundaries, human attachment, intimacy imbalance, moral blindness, moral deflection, moral inversion, narrative control, narrative rewriting, nonverbal cruelty, passive manipulation, power asymmetry, psychological injury, Psychological realism, rejection dynamics, rejection trauma, relational collapse, relational ethics, responsibility avoidance, silent rejection, silent violence, social dynamics, social hierarchy, social power, symbolic rejection, trust erosion, unacknowledged power, unrequited-love, unspoken hierarchies.

Psychopath Here you are,
enjoying life,
getting close-personal, private-
with people he believed were only casual friends,
lesser ones. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 128 – Seventeen Years to a Screen

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: anti-romance, asymmetrical affection, character over desire, chronology of loss, confessional poetry, crater metaphor, cult book potential, delayed adulthood, digital alienation, dignity under neglect, economic precarity, emotional-starvation, ethical restraint, existential literature, existential witness, family obligation, father’s death, grief narrative, human cost of restraint, Indian literary voice, invisible men, isolation without ideology, masculine restraint, memory as burden, modern masculinity crisis, modern solitude, non-redemptive ending, pain without spectacle, philosophical prose, post-romantic disillusionment, Psychological realism, quiet suffering, refusal of victimhood, refusal-to-beg, rejection trauma, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 128, screen, screen-mediated life, Seventeen Years, silence as resistance, stoic endurance, survival without hope, time and loss, time as violence, truth-without-consolation, unacknowledged labor, unchosen loneliness, underground literature, unpaid devotion, walking without destination, working-class sacrifice.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 128 - Seventeen Years to a Screen From 2003-Frooti,
who swore she was only a friend-
to 2020-Noorie,
where money changed hands-
I no longer know Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 121 – 103 Degrees Low

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: burning calm, controlled fury, dark romance, dignity, emotional control, emotional honesty, emotional precision, emotional survival, emotional temperature, endurance, Heartbreak, hidden turmoil, inner fire, inner flame, inner war, internal-conflict, iron will, Isolation, lyrical storytelling, masculinity, mental battle, personal myth, poetic intensity, poetic metaphor, poetic noir, Pride, private hell, psychological heat, quiet rage, rejection, rejection pain, rejection trauma, resilience, restraint, self-discipline, self-respect, silent suffering, solitude, solitude path, stoicism, strength, suppressed anger, unresolved feelings, vulnerability, walking away.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 121 - 103 Degrees Low Verse 1 Feeling doesn’t make it real-
only knowing does.
I burned inside; you never felt
the fire I carried just because. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 99 – Commitment Issues

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: abandonment wound, academic setback, acceptance without closure, bitterness restrained, Commitment Issues, confessional prose, delayed adulthood, emotional abandonment, emotional exile, emotional neglect, emotional-austerity, endurance, first love aftermath, forbidden relationship, generational pressure, institutional cruelty, life interruptions, lived-experience, loneliness, lost youth, love without permission, loyalty without assurance, masculine-vulnerability, memory and regret, moral injury, obedience vs desire, persistence without reward, personal collapse, psychological fatigue, quiet despair, reflective grief, refusal of hope, rejection trauma, resignation, rolling stone metaphor, romantic realism, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 99, slow erosion, small-town romance, social stagnation, solitude as habit, stalled potential, stoic suffering, survival narrative, unchosen loneliness, unrequited-love, waiting without promise.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 99 - Commitment Issues For about a year, you loved me like oxygen-
giving me life, never asking me to stay alive,
never asking me to exhale and reach for you again with the next breath.
A small-town girl, lovely enough to be a prize
and good enough to be kept as a reward for a good life. Read more from here...

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