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I Look Like You — 20 Jan 2005

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: 2005 poem, adolescent identity, autobiographical poem, decay and memory, early authorship, early heartbreak, emotional dependency, emotional honesty, emotional minimalism, emotional mirror, emotional mirroring, existential youth, fear retention, first love residue, fragile hope, ghost self, identity fracture, inner collapse, inner dialogue, internal critic, inward gaze, loneliness voice, longing presence, loss illusion, love projection, memory artifact, mirror imagery, non-performative art, personal archive, personal mythology, poetic fragment, private writing, psychological reflection, raw-poetry, self-alienation, self-criticism, self-erasure, self-growth anxiety, self-recognition failure, silent grief, teenage introspection, time capsule poem, unfinished self, unrequited-love, unsent confession, yellowed pages, youth despair.

I Look Like You — 20 Jan 2005 Did I know?
I am a ghost,
hiding a mirror in which
I can’t see myself.
Yet there is hope-an illusion: Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 125 – Where do I go?

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: abandonment, acceptance without hope, adaptation to pain, Alienation, breathing underwater, cosmic imagery, cosmic indifference, desire, despair without melodrama, Detachment, drowning metaphor, emotional realism, existential poetry, fatalism, godlessness, grief without closure, human insignificance, identity erosion, inner exile, inward gaze, loneliness, longing, Loss of innocence, love without reciprocity, Meaninglessness, memory vs atoms, metaphysical loss, missed youth, modern existentialism, modern verse, nihilistic love, obsession, personal mythology, philosophical poetry, reflective verse, rehabilitation, resignation, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 125, secular spirituality, self-awareness, shadow chasing, silent suffering, solitude, spiritual absence, truth and illusion, unanswered prayer, unfulfilled desire, unrequited-love, Where do I go, witnessless suffering.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 125 - Where do I go? Some found God.
Some found the one God carved out just for them.
I found neither God
nor even a fleeting glimpse of my beloved.
The universe flared into being and winked out again- Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 86 – Permanently Done

Posted 3 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: adulthood, Alienation, anti-narrative, anti-romanticism, authenticity, awareness, awareness practice, boredom, clarity-over-hope, consciousness, consciousness over comfort, Detachment, disillusionment, Done, emotional minimalism, emotional withdrawal, existential honesty, Existentialism, impermanence, inner exile, internal monologue, inward gaze, lived-philosophy, lucid despair, Meaninglessness, mental-clarity, modern life, modern solitude, nihilism, observational poetry, outsider perspective, Permanently, personal myth, philosophical prose, psychological fatigue, Psychological realism, quiet rebellion, Refusal, resignation, Resistance, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 86, self-awareness, self-contained identity, self-observation, social comparison, solitude, spiritual exhaustion, unfinished life, walking forward.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 86 - Permanently Done They’re working on that research.
Oh please.
Don’t be brave.
Don’t be broken.
I want no one. Read more from here...

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