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Claim (24 years ago, in 28 February 2002)

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: abandonment, adolescence, arrested development, coming-of-age, delayed-growth, depression themes, early disillusionment, emotional minimalism, emotional trauma, endurance, existential crisis, existential poetry, existential waiting, fatalism, first-love, grief narrative, humiliation, identity fracture, inner exile, inner monologue, Introspection, Isolation, loneliness, lost youth, memory and time, non-selfishness, outsider perspective, personal mythology, philosophical writing, Poetic prose, poetic-confession, Psychological realism, rain imagery, raw honesty, rejection, resilience, Ronie Dinosaur, self-denial, silent suffering, smoke and rain, survival without hope, teenage loss, time stagnation, truth claim, unsynchronized life, waiting motif, window metaphor.

Claim (24 years ago, in 28 February 2002) Those which came and will come for years
Are all the same clouds,
Which rain and rain again.
In a way, the world might have changed,
But nothing has changed on this side of the window. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 98 — Nothing

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: authenticity, bitterness refined, desire vs fulfillment, disenchanted love, emotional neglect, emotional-austerity, emotional-starvation, emptiness, existential hunger, existential poetry, finality, hunger of the soul, hunger-metaphor, inner exile, internal exile, intimacy hunger, lived-experience, loneliness, longing, love as sustenance, masculine-vulnerability, modern confessional, moral injury, moral solitude, nihilistic clarity, nothing, nothingness, outsider perspective, poetic despair, poetic minimalism, poetic truth, post-romantic realism, psychological scars, quiet rage, refusal of compromise, refusal of substitutes, rehab narrative, resignation, restraint, romantic disillusionment, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 98, scarcity mindset, self-awareness, slow self-destruction, social alienation, stoic despair, survivor’s guilt, unmet promises, unrequited-love, wounded integrity.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 98 — Nothing My heart was clean, yet I was blamed-
and I remained hungry.
Everyone drank deep, ate full,
and now sleeps well,
satisfied in the warm hush of having enough. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 86 – Permanently Done

Posted 3 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: adulthood, Alienation, anti-narrative, anti-romanticism, authenticity, awareness, awareness practice, boredom, clarity-over-hope, consciousness, consciousness over comfort, Detachment, disillusionment, Done, emotional minimalism, emotional withdrawal, existential honesty, Existentialism, impermanence, inner exile, internal monologue, inward gaze, lived-philosophy, lucid despair, Meaninglessness, mental-clarity, modern life, modern solitude, nihilism, observational poetry, outsider perspective, Permanently, personal myth, philosophical prose, psychological fatigue, Psychological realism, quiet rebellion, Refusal, resignation, Resistance, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 86, self-awareness, self-contained identity, self-observation, social comparison, solitude, spiritual exhaustion, unfinished life, walking forward.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 86 - Permanently Done They’re working on that research.
Oh please.
Don’t be brave.
Don’t be broken.
I want no one. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 82 – Watching Me

Posted 3 months ago under Botany, DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Physics, Psychology Tagged: anti-hero voice, anti-performance, character persistence, cognitive honesty, commodification of self, discipline over validation, disciplined stillness, endurance philosophy, epistemic humility, ethical persistence, existential clarity, existential poetry, identity formation, identity under scrutiny, intellectual survival, internal sovereignty, irony as identity, meaning without witnesses, Metacognition, metacognitive writing, minimalist metaphors, non-conformist thought, non-romantic existentialism, observation as power, observer and observed, outsider perspective, persistence without purity, philosophical minimalism, philosophy of staying, philosophy through time, psychological endurance, psychological resilience, quiet rebellion, refusal of applause, refusal of spectacle, resistance through staying, Ronie Dinosaur, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 82, self-awareness, self-obligation, self-ownership, shadow psychology, silence as stance, social labeling, solitude ethics, time-filtered thought, tree metaphor, unplaceable figure, walking philosophy, Watching Me.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 82 - Watching Me I see you watching me, trying to learn who I am,
while I learn what you are by the way you watch.
There was a time when I thought:
my mind is trying to solve my own mind, and I don’t know what the big deal is.
Just as staying in one place gives you a right to it- Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 81 – Placement

Posted 3 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Alienation, anti-devotional thought, anti-hero narrative, anti-romance, authority questioning, cognitive dissonance, crowd mentality, cultural-critique, deconstruction of divinity, discipline over consolation, existential poetry, existential risk, hierarchy critique, identity crisis, idol worship, Indian philosophy modernized, irony in poetry, lone walker archetype, love and risk, masculine solitude, Metacognition, misplacement anxiety, modern mythology, myth deconstruction, myth vs individual, narrative disruption, outsider perspective, performative morality, philosophical minimalism, philosophical poetry, philosophical rebellion, Placement, poetic provocation, power and placement, psychological exposure, radical honesty, Ram symbolism, refusal of reverence, rejection and identity, Ronie Dinosaur, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 81, satire without humor, self-awareness, self-loathing as strategy, Selfhood, social psychology, uncomfortable truth, unplaceable character.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 81 - Placement Anyone who has never been made a fool in love
has never been a fool at all.
The one who loves only after thinking and calculating-
what love did he ever do?
Thinking and calculating is what a prostitute does, Read more from here...

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