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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 125 – Where do I go?

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: abandonment, acceptance without hope, adaptation to pain, Alienation, breathing underwater, cosmic imagery, cosmic indifference, desire, despair without melodrama, Detachment, drowning metaphor, emotional realism, existential poetry, fatalism, godlessness, grief without closure, human insignificance, identity erosion, inner exile, inward gaze, loneliness, longing, Loss of innocence, love without reciprocity, Meaninglessness, memory vs atoms, metaphysical loss, missed youth, modern existentialism, modern verse, nihilistic love, obsession, personal mythology, philosophical poetry, reflective verse, rehabilitation, resignation, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 125, secular spirituality, self-awareness, shadow chasing, silent suffering, solitude, spiritual absence, truth and illusion, unanswered prayer, unfulfilled desire, unrequited-love, Where do I go, witnessless suffering.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 125 - Where do I go? Some found God.
Some found the one God carved out just for them.
I found neither God
nor even a fleeting glimpse of my beloved.
The universe flared into being and winked out again- Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 119 – Five Monasteries

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Alienation, anti-hero critique, Asceticism, authenticity, awareness without agency, body discipline, Buddha comparison, burnout culture, cultural pressure, discipline, endurance, endurance without reward, existential poetry, existential witness, extreme-discipline, field report style, gym solitude, Indian myth reinterpreted, inner exile, inward journey, isolation narrative, lighthouse metaphor, lived time, masculinity, mental-resilience, modern ascetic, modern monastery, Monasteries, non-linear life, nonconformity, performance identity, philosophical poetry, post-romantic realism, Psychological realism, recovery myth, refusal of hope, rehabilitation, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 119, self-accounting, self-observation, Shiva symbolism, silence, sobriety journey, social misfit, solitude, spiritual skepticism, unregistered existence, unsentimental truth, work asceticism.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 119 - Five Monasteries I am the lighthouse that doesn’t care
if ships pass blind through salted air-
as long as the filament stays fair,
burning on, beyond repair.
The trouble has always been this plight: Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur – The Unsold Man

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: anger, anti-compromise, character, College Life, Defiance, detention, dignity, discipline, endurance, Existentialism, extinction metaphor, failure, fate, first-love, hunger, inner flame, Integrity, intent, labor, loneliness, man, masculine identity, Moral Spine., nonconformity, Outsider, personal mythology, poverty, Pride, rebellion, Refusal, refusal to kneel, rehabilitation, rejection, resilience, restraint, road narrative, Ronie Dinosaur, self-authorship, self-respect, silence, solitude, stoicism, strength, survival, The Unsold Man, truth, unreciprocated-love, Unsold, unsold soul, upright man, walking alone.

Ronie Dinosaur (The Unsold Man) (Verse 1) I loved at first sight, got laughed at by noon,
turned the pain into iron, forged muscle from ruin.
College crowned me king, girls kept my seat warm,
but the one who held my heart said, “No, that’s not the form.” Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 95 – Reflection: The Lost Edge

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: adulthood, Agency, character, consequence, deprivation, despair, dignity, direction, discipline, endurance, Ethics, Existentialism, failure, fate, grief, hardship, honesty, human condition, hunger, identity, Introspection, loneliness, loss, masculinity, meaning, memory, Moral integrity, mortality, navigation, perseverance, post-trauma, poverty, realism, reckoning, reflection, Refusal, regret, rehabilitation, resilience, resolve, responsibility, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 95, self-analysis, Selfhood, stoicism, suffering, survival, The Lost Edge, truth.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 95 - Reflection: The Lost Edge Back when youth was still on my side,
rejections stung-but I carried a quiet certainty
that my ethics, morals, and character were clean.
I was not wrong.
I told myself: one day a woman would see it, Read more from here...

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Woman at Harem

Posted 3 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Absence, Alienation, attachment, Control, desire, Detachment, discipline, emptiness, endurance, grief, humanity, identity, loneliness, loss, masculinity, pain, philosophy, rehabilitation, rejection, resilience, solitude, survival, trauma, truth, yearning.

The girl I loved at first sight turned away,
humiliated me outside my new classroom door.
I thought hard, saw my lack of emotional grace,
swore no one would hurt me like that anymore.
So I built strength-the athlete was born in pain,
the philosopher woke in the dark before. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 51 – Abnormally Extreme Performance Disorder

Posted 3 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Abnormally Extreme Performance Disorder, addiction-recovery, Alienation, Asceticism, austerity, Autonomy, character, embodiment, endurance, exploitation, extreme-discipline, family-dynamics, Integrity, Isolation, lived-truth, moral-hypocrisy, performance, rehabilitation, resilience, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 51, Sacrifice, self-sovereignty, silence, solitude, suffering, survival, work-ethic.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 51 - Abnormally Extreme Performance Disorder At thirty, my bank balance matched
those overseas engineers-
yet not one rupee spent
to birth or feed the business.
From home I built it: Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 45 – Abra-ka-dabra

Posted 3 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Abra-ka-dabra, Agency, alignment, atheism, authenticity, causality, character, clarity, Coherence, consciousness, determinism, discipline, Ethics, Existentialism, finality, freewill, identity, Karma, meaning, nihilism, philosophy, realism, rehabilitation, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 45, spirituality, structure, truth.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 45 - Abra-ka-dabra
They say in the Gita that there is karma-
that one is punished or rewarded for what one has done.
I do not deny causality.
I deny the courtroom.
What happened to me did not happen to me. Read more from here...

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I am Ronie Dinosaur

Posted 4 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: businessman, difficult, easy, engineering, forty years, girlfriend, hopeless, kite flyer, out of reach, prodigy, pursuit, rehabilitation, running, school topper, tangled, two hands.

From a ferocious kite flyer,
to a school topper,
to a colony ruffian,
from Ronie the engineering prodigy
to self-made businessman,
from philosopher Read more from here...

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Black Hole – version 4

Posted 4 months ago under DINOSAUR, Existential Rehabism, Mathematics, Physics Tagged: bitter, black hole, broken, chasing, circle, consciousness, cruel, curdle, devour, event horizon, Frozen, grip, heart, patient, refuse, rehabilitation, vanish.

What happened to life?
Everything in my heart still remains-
only now it has curdled, bitter and gray.
I lost everything
I never truly held.
If no light escapes my room, Read more from here...

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Discharge Me

Posted 4 months ago under DINOSAUR, Existential Rehabism Tagged: begging, consciousness, cosmic, crooning, cycle, director, discharge, disease, friend, pain, program, rehabilitation, sad, sex worker, sorrow, sponsor, swear, traffic lights, universe.

Think. Think. Think.
Why am I here?
This universe is a rehab center,
treating your addiction to knowing yourself-
until you stop asking, Who am I?
Then they keep you locked in. Read more from here...

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