Twelve Long Years

From age 21 to 33 - twelve long years - I kept my body and my heart locked away from any woman. I didn't touch a single girl for twelve years.
Now, at 42, I still have no girlfriend, no hand to hold, no voice that calls me hers - never had.
I didn’t finish my degree, and I carried the debt of my parents’ favours - debts I had to repay, along with the blame of running away from my obligations.
Still, I earned about 300,000 dollars in that time, without anyone investing a dime in me.
Childhood vanished into studying for a future I never reached, and most of my youth burned up fulfilling duties that never fed my soul.
I walked away from my studies because they no longer served my purpose - books couldn’t give me the emotional intelligence I needed to talk to a girl, to express myself, to be human in the ways that matter. Read more from here...
Bhaang Bhosda

Hey lady,
it’s not the size of the heart
nor the reach of the mind-
people clock the curve of your ass
and the snap of skin before anything deeper.
So what did Ronie Dinosaur ever win? Read more from here...
Black Hole – version 4

What happened to life?
Everything in my heart still remains-
only now it has curdled, bitter and gray.
I lost everything
I never truly held.
If no light escapes my room, Read more from here...
