Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 108 – The Gift I Never Unwrapped

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 108 – The Gift I Never Unwrapped After giving you so much love,
after caring so deeply,
after orbiting you like a satellite,
after never once demanding you from yourself-
I kept you safe, like a gift saved for the perfect moment, Read more from here...
Self-respect

Title - Self-respect A saint received an imaginary god.
A monk found impermanent peace.
A lover gained fleeting love.
Academics and intellectuals earned money.
An artist forged lasting artifacts. Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 33 – Character

My house is built without electricity,
plumbing, or comfort.
Character is one such thing
that even if a man has no job,
even if he is reduced to
chasing houseflies Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 31 – King of Nowhere

Neither the spark of an eye,
nor the calm of a heartbeat,
I am that salao who is nothing more
than a lost man on the street.
Neither anyone’s friend am I,
nor an enemy at anyone’s level, Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 27 – Who Would Want a Man Like Me?

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 27 – Who Would Want a Man Like Me? I carry a heart
neither soft
nor cruel.
First: resistance to anesthesia.
Second: unchosen, yet unresentful. Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 19 – Same Bird, Larger Cage

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 19 – Same Bird, Larger Cage
Fifty years.
One needle.
Carpenter and doctor wake up
with the same river of light
flooding the same skull. Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 7 – Mann (heart/mind), Desire and Intent

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 7 - Mann, Desire, and Intent
Prison, cage, shackles, impatience- anxiety, frustration, irritation, then anger, hate, and at last, acceptance. Senses awaken, states are acknowledged; emotions flow, feelings are realized. Read more from here...Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 6 – Consciousness and Character

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 6 - Consciousness and Character
Consciousness-the thing that does not want to die-has nothing to do with the experiences my body, mind, and heart have to bear. It cannot be shaped. It only has one hunger: to go on and on and on. Your core self, the soul, the one that is aware, is fundamentally separate from the physical body, the logical mind, and the emotional heart. The pain you’ve endured didn’t shape your consciousness-it only happened to the body, the mind, and the heart. Consciousness, in this sense, is an unchangeable, independent entity. It isn’t defined by what you’ve lost or what you’ve suffered. It is a raw, unquenchable hunger to exist. Its single, relentless drive is to go “forever and beyond,” no matter what the rest of you must bear. This creates a profound separation: the “you” who suffered in those relationships, who lost those moments, is not the same as the “you” who is aware of that suffering. The body, mind, and heart may be broken and scarred, but consciousness remains untouched and unshaped. It simply observes. Its only true desire is to continue. There are three entities, if you want to call them that: 1. The body - which has senses. Read more from here...Twelve Long Years

From age 21 to 33 - twelve long years - I kept my body and my heart locked away from any woman. I didn't touch a single girl for twelve years.
Now, at 42, I still have no girlfriend, no hand to hold, no voice that calls me hers - never had.
I didn’t finish my degree, and I carried the debt of my parents’ favours - debts I had to repay, along with the blame of running away from my obligations.
Still, I earned about 300,000 dollars in that time, without anyone investing a dime in me.
Childhood vanished into studying for a future I never reached, and most of my youth burned up fulfilling duties that never fed my soul.
I walked away from my studies because they no longer served my purpose - books couldn’t give me the emotional intelligence I needed to talk to a girl, to express myself, to be human in the ways that matter. Read more from here...
Bhaang Bhosda

Hey lady,
it’s not the size of the heart
nor the reach of the mind-
people clock the curve of your ass
and the snap of skin before anything deeper.
So what did Ronie Dinosaur ever win? Read more from here...
