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Why Not Me?

Posted 3 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: abandonment trauma, Agency, attachment, Betrayal, boundaries, consent, desire vs respect, dignity, emotional abandonment, emotional labor, endurance, existential questioning, fairness, friendship breakup, Heartbreak, human condition, incompatibility, inner conflict, Isolation, loneliness, longing, loss, male vulnerability, melancholia, memory, misalignment, moral conflict, moral solitude, patience, philosophical poetry, reflective verse, refusal-to-beg, rejection, restraint, restraint over desire, self-respect, self-withdrawal, shame, silence, slow burn, solitude, time, unanswered questions, unrequited-love, why not me, withdrawal.

Title - Why Not Me? With the heart that called you friend,
I asked you to be my girl.
You said no-straight, no pretend.
What’s a guy supposed to do in this world?
Should I stand there, beg, and plead, Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 85 – The Snakes Are Awake

Posted 3 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Absence, aesthetic rigor, AI, Alienation, artificial intelligence, Chapter 85, cognitive dissonance, confession, contemporary poetry, cultural-critique, Detachment, digital judgment, emotional honesty, emotional intensity, erotic economy, Existentialism, human condition, human desire, hyper-awareness, hyperrealism, Introspection, jungle metaphor, literary realism, loneliness, longing, male perspective, masculinity, mirror, misogyny, modern despair, mortality, narrative poem, nihilism, philosophical poetry, poverty, Psychological realism, raw truth, Ronie Dinosaur, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 85, self-reflection, Selfhood, shame, snakes, social alienation, social critique, social hierarchy, societal expectation, suffering, symbolic imagery, The Snakes Are Awake, transactional relationships, urban isolation, vulnerability, witness.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 85 - The Snakes Are Awake Awake-
snakes awake.
Job theirs:
coiled in jungle dark,
hidden behind girl-ears, Read more from here...

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Bhoot Jolokia Fiery Curry

Posted 3 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Alienation, anger, body-politics, class, commodification, confession, cremation-ground, cultural-symbolism, desire, domestic-power, emotional neglect, endurance, Exile, Existentialism, faith, family-structure, free-verse, godlessness, hunger, hypocrisy, hypocrisy-of-virtue, identity, Indian-society, inheritance, Isolation, Krishna-metaphor, loneliness, male-lament, marginalization, masculinity, money, morality, nameplate, nihilism, Outsider, patriarchy, power, rage-poetry, self-indictment, sex-work, sexuality, shame, silence, social critique, status, temple, thirsty-crow, voyeurism, Walking, witness.

Title - Bhoot Jolokia Fiery Curry Sometimes a man has to look in the mirror
at least once a day,
maybe after taking a dump,
while washing his hands.
I have no one. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 78 – Back-to-Back Lightning

Posted 3 months ago under DINOSAUR, Mythopoetic, Philosophy, Psychology, Technology Tagged: Agency, Alienation, awakening, Back-to-Back, becoming, Body, character, confession, consent, Control, Defiance, desire, determinism, discipline, endurance, Existentialism, failure, gravity, humiliation, identity, journey, Laika, Lightning, masculinity, memory, myth, oath, obsession, orbit, philosophy, poetry, power, rejection, resolve, Ritual, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 78, Sacrifice, scar, shame, solitude, stoicism, survival, Threshold, trauma, truth, violence, void, Walking, will, witness.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 78 - Back-to-Back Lightning Back-to-back idiocy-
two strikes that scorched the same sky.
The school one:
love at first sight in the morning,
rejected that very day, during recess. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 76 – The Humanoid Robot Girl

Posted 3 months ago under Artificial Intelligence, Biology, DINOSAUR, Existential Rehabism, Philosophy, Physics, Psychology, Technology Tagged: Absence, Alienation, artificial, Autonomy, Capitalism, companionship, Consumerism, Control, critique, cyberpunk, Defiance, desire, Detachment, dignity, disillusionment, emotion, Ethics, Exile, Existentialism, futurism, humanity, identity, Intimacy., Isolation, loneliness, loss, marketplace, masculinity, mirror, Modernity, nihilism, performance, philosophy, poverty, Refusal, rejection, resilience, restraint, shame, silence, society, solitude, stoicism, technology, transactional, Value, worth.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 76 - The Humanoid Robot Girl The humanoid robot girl
will be my first girlfriend.
I will gift myself this companion
and walk away from all of you.
She will clean herself- Read more from here...

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Fifteen

Posted 3 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Absence, accuracy, awakening, beginnings, clarity, continuance, Detachment, discipline, existence, finality, firstorder, formation, identity, Integrity, necessity, origin, philosophy, poetry, precision, restraint, rupture, shame, stance, truth, Walking.

Title - Fifteen When I was fifteen,
a girl broke my heart-
on the very same day
she humiliated me for it.
I fell in love that morning, Read more from here...

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A Round Red Ball

Posted 3 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: attention, awareness, childhood, curiosity, Delhi, desire, disappointment, emotion, expectation, growth, humiliation, Innocence, learning, market, memory, nostalgia, Observation, parents, play, pleading, realization, rejection, shame, tantrum.

Ronie Dinosaur — Before the Walk: An Opening Statement

Title - A Round Red Ball In Delhi city, Karol Bagh’s bustling roar,
back in eighty-eight, before I knew the score,
I was four-a tiny explorer, wide-eyed and small-
when a bright red ball caught my heart in its thrall.
It sparkled there on the shopkeeper’s shelf, Read more from here...

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You’re my atta, my food to eat

Posted 3 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: atta, Body, burden, capital, childhood, coercion, consent, Control, discipline, economics, Ethics, expectation, exploitation, exposure, family, food, gender, greed, inheritance, obligation, parenthood, power, shame, survival, truth, utility, violence.

You’re my atta, my food to eat-
every parent learns to use the child,
fulfilling purpose through skin or feat,
the reward they mean to keep.
Of course, every bud must bloom a flower;
they exploit every facet, every power. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 60 – Purpose

Posted 3 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: abuse, addiction, alcohol, awareness, compulsion, confession, Control, desire, duality, emptiness, healing, identity, Intimacy., loneliness, Mask, pain, purpose, recovery, reflection, regret, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 60, shame, subconscious, surrender, trauma, truth.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 60 - Purpose In the book Games Alcoholics Play,
the doctor asked me
to give myself permission
not to drink anymore.
I know the first step Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 58 – Hungry

Posted 3 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: addiction, Alienation, consciousness, decay, desire, emptiness, fame, hunger, hungry, identity, Isolation, longing, masculinity, memory, nihilism, Observation, obsession, persistence, poverty, rejection, resilience, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 58, SelfAwareness, shame, solitude, survival, truth.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 58 - Hungry Three decades ago-
the desire:
cute, innocent,
love at first sight.
The need rose from its crushing, Read more from here...

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