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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 122 – Hibernation of the Self

Posted 5 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Agency, athlete, Autonomy, awakening, boundaries, character, collapse, consciousness, delayed-growth, dignity, discipline, emotional-austerity, endurance, Existentialism, Hibernation, identity, Integrity, internal-conflict, Introspection, Isolation, lived-experience, loss, memory, moral-awakening, non-romantic, personal-ethic, philosophy, realism, recovery, Refusal, rehab, rejection, resilience, restraint, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 122, Self, self-examination, self-preservation, Selfhood, silence, stoicism, substance abuse, survival, time, trauma-processing, walking forward, withdrawal.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 122 - Hibernation of the Self I am not just what happened to me.
When you rejected your friend-
because you are a woman,
you had that right-
I felt insulted, Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 108 – The Gift I Never Unwrapped

Posted 5 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Absence, accountability, attitude, Betrayal, boundaries, Brothel, Chapter 108, character, Choice, consent, cynicism, discarded, disillusionment, Engineering College, equality, Forty-two, gift, heart, honor, Human Responsibility, Innocence, Integrity, intent, irony, Irresponsible, logic, masculine-vulnerability, masculinity, memory, naive, narrative, pain, philosophy, Practicality, presence, reality, rejection, respect, restraint, Ronie Dinosaur, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 108, Ruin, Satellite, Seduction, self-respect, silence, stoicism, Submissive, The Gift, truth, Unwrapped, Unwrapped Gift, withdrawal, witness.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 108 – The Gift I Never Unwrapped After giving you so much love,
after caring so deeply,
after orbiting you like a satellite,
after never once demanding you from yourself-
I kept you safe, like a gift saved for the perfect moment, Read more from here...

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Why Not Me?

Posted 5 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: abandonment trauma, Agency, attachment, Betrayal, boundaries, consent, desire vs respect, dignity, emotional abandonment, emotional labor, endurance, existential questioning, fairness, friendship breakup, Heartbreak, human condition, incompatibility, inner conflict, Isolation, loneliness, longing, loss, male vulnerability, melancholia, memory, misalignment, moral conflict, moral solitude, patience, philosophical poetry, reflective verse, refusal-to-beg, rejection, restraint, restraint over desire, self-respect, self-withdrawal, shame, silence, slow burn, solitude, time, unanswered questions, unrequited-love, why not me, withdrawal.

Title - Why Not Me? With the heart that called you friend,
I asked you to be my girl.
You said no-straight, no pretend.
What’s a guy supposed to do in this world?
Should I stand there, beg, and plead, Read more from here...

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Fruitless

Posted 6 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Alienation, anti-hero, anti-romance, awareness, burnout, conscious-loneliness, Detachment, disciplined-mind, emotional-austerity, Existentialism, fruitlessness, identity-fragmentation, inner-cleanliness, mental-clarity, minimalism, modern life, nihilistic-tone, nonconformity, psychological-isolation, quiet defiance, self-observation, social-friction, solitude, stoicism, withdrawal.

Title - Fruitless They’re working on that research.
Please.
Don’t be brave.
Don’t be broken.
I want no one. Read more from here...

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We were Stupid

Posted 6 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Alienation, austerity, authenticity, Autonomy, boundary, clarity, consciousness, critique, Detachment, discipline, disgust, disillusionment, endurance, Exit, hypocrisy, irony, Refusal, repetition, resolve, rupture, severance, silence, society, truth, withdrawal.

Title - We were Stupid Such nice people,
beautiful society-
simply wonderful.
Give cash, take ass.
Respect little coins, Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 75 – Sync

Posted 6 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: acceptance, accountability, Agency, alignment, Asceticism, authenticity, character, closure, continuance, discipline, emptiness, existence, finality, impermanence, Integrity, legacy, limits, philosophy, responsibility, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 75, solitude, stance, Sync, Synchronization, truth, Walking, withdrawal.

Ronie Dinosaur — Before the Walk: An Opening Statement

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 75 - Sync Thought and action must synchronize.
Aggressive asceticism fused with a philosophical mind-
not to justify desire,
but to meet it with unyielding character.
The blame is mine. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 74 – Projection – I see myself

Posted 6 months ago under Existential Rehabism, Mythopoetic, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: accuracy, Agency, alignment, authenticity, causality, clarity, consciousness, determinism, ego, existence, I see myself, identity, immanence, impermanence, nihilism, nonduality, perception, philosophy, Projection, recurrence, reflection, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 74, Selfhood, solitude, stance, truth, withdrawal.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 74 - Projection - I see myself  My own self-
projected onto the vast canvas of the world-
and I name it the pattern of the universe.
I am not what emerges after the act.
I already am- Read more from here...

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