The Walker in the Forest

The Walker in the Forest Part I - I Did Not Have God A man can be neglected
before he understands
he has been insulted.
A man pushed far enough into helplessness Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 131 – The Fear of Solitude

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 131 - The Fear of Solitude He walks in fear of being left behind,
in fear of ending up alone.
Yet he walks alone-
and always remains alone,
no matter what. Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 134 – The Law of Inevitability

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 134 - The Law of Inevitability What was meant to happen
has already passed.
What is unfolding now
unfolds as it must.
What is destined to be Read more from here...
Teenage Crush

Title - Teenage Crush Today it returned again-
a heavy scoop from those years,
my first amateur crush.
Love at first sight,
third day of school. Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 77 – Eligible

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 77 - Eligible First there was grief-
then humiliation, shame, depression.
Then the mind began to question:
Why did this happen?
Why only with me? Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 75 – Sync

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 75 - Sync Thought and action must synchronize.
Aggressive asceticism fused with a philosophical mind-
not to justify desire,
but to meet it with unyielding character.
The blame is mine. Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 71 – Cruel Intentions

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 71 - Cruel Intentions In love, there are no secrets.
If they still exist in her-and she cannot tell or explain why, even after I ask with my whole heart, again and again-and if it keeps getting worse, then it’s time I accept the truth: she didn’t love me. She loved the way I made her feel special, and even that was ordinary to her.
Love that keeps me waiting, that sees me cry in pain and continues to do the same things that hurt me, is not love. It’s clear she thinks love is foolish, and she considers herself smart enough to treat me poorly, even in front of my own eyes. This is not a trust issue, no matter how often she throws that word at me. This is her character.
Even after giving her my whole world, she keeps the door open-selling me a dream and delivering a nightmare. I tell her every day that I miss her, even in the space between seconds. She never misses a chance to make me feel unwanted, sometimes even laughing at my misery. That is a choice. Nothing else.
She makes excuses for not choosing me. She keeps doing things that make me feel ashamed of the love I give her, while pretending she never takes advantage. She manipulates, dictates, and lectures me-saying love should not be proud or loud-while I stay patient, absorbing everything, still hoping for her love. Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 50 – Being

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 50 - Being The beauty of reality lies in its truth-
in being, in existing-
not in presentation or appearance.
He had beauty,
yet the world outside the palace Read more from here...
Ronie Dinoaur Chapter 42 – Truth

Ronie Dinoaur Chapter 42 - Truth I am the echo of my surroundings,
the sediment of my deeds,
the pulse of my present act,
the exact coordinates where I plant myself.
All of it- Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 41 – Declaration

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 41 - Declaration From a human perspective,
there is no god.
I know this verse.
There is no conscious universe.
At the cosmic scale and at the quantum scale, Read more from here...
