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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 6 – Consciousness and Character

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 6 - Consciousness and Character Consciousness-the thing that does not want to die-has nothing to do with the experiences my body, mind, and heart have to bear. It cannot be shaped. It only has one hunger: to go on and on and on.
Your core self, the soul, the one that is aware, is fundamentally separate from the physical body, the logical mind, and the emotional heart. The pain you’ve endured didn’t shape your consciousness-it only happened to the body, the mind, and the heart. Consciousness, in this sense, is an unchangeable, independent entity. It isn’t defined by what you’ve lost or what you’ve suffered. It is a raw, unquenchable hunger to exist. Its single, relentless drive is to go “forever and beyond,” no matter what the rest of you must bear.
This creates a profound separation: the “you” who suffered in those relationships, who lost those moments, is not the same as the “you” who is aware of that suffering. The body, mind, and heart may be broken and scarred, but consciousness remains untouched and unshaped. It simply observes. Its only true desire is to continue.
There are three entities, if you want to call them that: 1. The body - which has senses. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 0 – Where Would Ronie be?

Posted 6 months ago under DINOSAUR, Mythopoetic, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: appeal, applause, Arjuna, Arjuna reference, burden of existence, character study, colder, cool, cosmic indifference, dark poetry, death, death symbolism, distance, emotional isolation, emotional resilience, emotional weight, entire, existential crisis, existential defiance, existential poetry, experiment, footprint, grief, habit, hero archetype inversion, house, human struggle, identity crisis, Indian mythology, inner conflict, inner journey, inner strength, introspective poem, king, larger, life as a sentence, literary poem, loneliness, male loneliness, MaleLoneliness, masculine grief, masculinity, mental endurance, metaphysical poem, modern myth, mortality, mythic imagery, mythic realism, nihilism, personal mythology, philosophical poem, poetic monologue, poetic narrative, poetic philosophy, poetic storytelling, poetic symbolism, problem, psychological depth, psychological poem, resilience, Ronie, Ronie Dinosaur, rules, self-definition, self-reflection, Shiva, Shiva reference, silent endurance, slave, snake, spiritual emptiness, spiritual fire, stoic masculinity, stoicism, style, suffering, suffering narrative, surrender, survival, unbearable, walking symbolism, warrior spirit, worshipper, zeros.

Ronie Dinosaur walks alone-
not from necessity,
but from habit
and from style.
He moves down streets
where some girl might pause Read more from here...

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Twelve Long Years

Posted 6 months ago under DINOSAUR, Essays, Psychology Tagged: blame, Body, books, brush, childhood, crried, debt, degree, desert, dry, emotional intelligence, express, eyebrows rise, favours, gardens, gesture, heart, kiss, kiss goodnight, locked away, mistress, no whore, nobility, obligations, peace, permission, repay, running away, survival, tender, tongues sharpen, twelve years, vanish.

From age 21 to 33 - twelve long years - I kept my body and my heart locked away from any woman. I didn't touch a single girl for twelve years.
Now, at 42, I still have no girlfriend, no hand to hold, no voice that calls me hers - never had.
I didn’t finish my degree, and I carried the debt of my parents’ favours - debts I had to repay, along with the blame of running away from my obligations.
Still, I earned about 300,000 dollars in that time, without anyone investing a dime in me.
Childhood vanished into studying for a future I never reached, and most of my youth burned up fulfilling duties that never fed my soul.
I walked away from my studies because they no longer served my purpose - books couldn’t give me the emotional intelligence I needed to talk to a girl, to express myself, to be human in the ways that matter. Read more from here...

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