Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 76 – The Humanoid Robot Girl

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 76 - The Humanoid Robot Girl The humanoid robot girl
will be my first girlfriend.
I will gift myself this companion
and walk away from all of you.
She will clean herself- Read more from here...
Value of a Man

Title – Value of a Man Until twenty-three,
I lived in a college world
where a man’s value was measured
by style, intelligence,
personality, and looks. Read more from here...
I am No Whore

Title - I am No Whore I am no whore-
let no question ever rise.
This is honor's sacred fire,
not claimed in another's name,
let no question rise. Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Walks

Title – Ronie Dinosaur Walks One didn’t consider a boy-just a boy.
Another couldn’t accept the young man in him.
One wasn’t woman enough for the man he had become.
And then there was one who didn’t even grant him humanity.
Love is the strongest feeling. Read more from here...
Four Falls, Four Walks

Title - Four Falls, Four Walks
Just like a seventy year old man at the end of his days-
quiet, worn out, defeated, yet still willing to live-
there is something left in him.
Perhaps he wants a second chance,
but he no longer has the energy for it. Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 71 – Cruel Intentions

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 71 - Cruel Intentions In love, there are no secrets.
If they still exist in her-and she cannot tell or explain why, even after I ask with my whole heart, again and again-and if it keeps getting worse, then it’s time I accept the truth: she didn’t love me. She loved the way I made her feel special, and even that was ordinary to her.
Love that keeps me waiting, that sees me cry in pain and continues to do the same things that hurt me, is not love. It’s clear she thinks love is foolish, and she considers herself smart enough to treat me poorly, even in front of my own eyes. This is not a trust issue, no matter how often she throws that word at me. This is her character.
Even after giving her my whole world, she keeps the door open-selling me a dream and delivering a nightmare. I tell her every day that I miss her, even in the space between seconds. She never misses a chance to make me feel unwanted, sometimes even laughing at my misery. That is a choice. Nothing else.
She makes excuses for not choosing me. She keeps doing things that make me feel ashamed of the love I give her, while pretending she never takes advantage. She manipulates, dictates, and lectures me-saying love should not be proud or loud-while I stay patient, absorbing everything, still hoping for her love. Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 63 – Richie Rich Syndrome

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 63 - Richie Rich Syndrome Most who believe
never ask why their gods,
their messengers,
always lived in poverty-
something happened, Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur — Before the Walk: An Opening Statement

I walk.
Not because I am brave, and not because I am lost, but because stopping would require a lie. Walking is the only posture my character can hold without collapsing.
I was born between two zeros. Before me, nothing. After me, nothing again. In between, this body learned hunger, this mind learned patterns, and this heart learned thirst. Consciousness only learned one thing: it does not want to end. Everything else is decoration.
The world taught me early that existence is transactional. Smile correctly, bend at the right angle, desire the approved objects, and you may be granted warmth. I refused the performance. I did not refuse love; I refused the counterfeit. The refusal cost me everything.
People say loneliness is the absence of others. They are wrong. Loneliness is being intact in a world that rewards fracture. It is being original where copies are easier to circulate. I did not lose people; I was never selected by the system that distributes them.
I carried a heart that wanted to give without invoice. The world answered with rates. Every touch asked for currency-money, status, compromise, obedience. When I could not pay, I was instructed to disappear politely. So I did. I disappeared while remaining alive, which is a more difficult discipline than death. Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 38 – Recognition

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 38 - Recognition Who am I-
meaning and all?
Where do I stand
without ground or sky,
god or companion? Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 34 – Heaven and Hell

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 34 - Heaven and Hell
Like a fish needs water,
like a lion wants meat,
like the poor need money,
like the hungry crave food,
I want reciprocation of afffection Read more from here...
