Navodit Kumar – Page 11 – Read Poems aka Dinosaurs

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 93 – What a Wonderful World

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Alienation, bleak clarity, brothel narrative, Capitalism, class consciousness, commodification, confessional poetry, contemporary poetry, death and illness, dignity, emotional deprivation, emotional-austerity, emotional-truth, ethical tension, Ethics, existential literature, first-person narrative, grief, honesty, Human Cost, human worth, Indian English poetry, intimacy without love, late modern poetry, loneliness, loss, masculinity, money and value, moral accounting, moral injury, nihilism resisted, personal philosophy, philosophical poetry, power dynamics, quiet rage, realism, realism-over-romance, restraint, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 93, silence, social critique, social hypocrisy, solitude, solitude ethics, survivor voice, transactional intimacy, trauma writing, unsentimental writing, value collapse, vulnerability, Wonderful World.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 93 - What a Wonderful World My mother died two and a half years ago.
My father just suffered a heart attack.
At thirty-seven, single, I felt utterly unable to cope.
When I headed to the brothel, I knew exactly where I was going.
I kept telling myself: They don't give love; they sell what you pay for-and that's all you'll get. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 147 – Fifty Mississippis, The Morning Hug

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: asking permission, basement suffocation, batch separation, college legend, college romance, confessional poetry, consent dynamics, corridor moment, crowd mockery, dark obedience, Delhi University brag, detained semester, dignified rejection, emotional restraint, emotional timing, ethical touch, Fifty, footsteps interruption, free verse narrative, fun in dark, gentle dominance, girlfriend proposal, heart protection, missed connection, Mississippi counting, Mississippis, morning hug, mutual grip, never to return, non-physical closeness, nostalgic regret, open air relief, poetic timing, popularity isolation, pre-girlfriend days, pride over pity, principled distance, quiet longing, realized obedience, Ronie Dinosaur, roof escape, separate ways, series restraint, silent surrender, simple no, smile curve, sparkle eyes, The Morning Hug, three proposals, timed intimacy, unrequited-love, unspoken power, unspoken understanding, viral heartbreak, vulnerability surrender.

Title – Fifty Mississippis, The Morning Hug I came and saw you in the morning,
and without a word, I was in your arms-
without me knowing or asking, “How are you?”
Your arms were around me.
I thought maybe it was just a gesture, Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 92 – Hunger and Poverty

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: abandonment, Absence, absence-as-presence, accountability, blame, care-without-reward, consent, consequence, deprivation, dignity, emotional-austerity, endurance, ethical-poverty, Ethics, existential-accounting, Existentialism, Human Cost, hunger, hunger-metaphor, Integrity, internal-law, invisibility, Isolation, loneliness, loss, masculinity, moral choice, moral-cost, moral-hunger, negative-space, poverty, quiet-tragedy, Refusal, refusal-politics, refusal-to-consume, restraint, restraint-vs-desire, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 92, RonieDinosaur, scarcity, self-denial, self-governance, silence, society, solitude, starvation, time, unmet-need, witness.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 92 – Hunger and Poverty The point is—
a man must eat when it is served.
Yet I carry this blame: I did not eat,
though the world knew my hunger—
those who fed me, Read more from here...

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The Birthday Cake

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: abandonment, Absence, Agency, birthday, Birthday Cake, cake metaphor, Choice, confessional poetry, consent, contemporary voice, cultural specificity, desire and refusal, emotional discipline, ethical restraint, existential ethics, extended metaphor, fragility, guilt without blame, hunger, intimacy without possession, Intimacy., longing, loss, memory, minimalist ethics, modern lyric, naming as violence, narrative poem, non-consumption, philosophical poetry, quiet defiance, Reciprocity, recognition, recognition without ownership, refusal to explain, relational power, restraint, restraint over catharsis, self-possession, silence as agency, silence speaks, symbolic object, trust the reader, unresolved tension, unspoken language, vulnerability, withholding meaning.

Title - The Birthday Cake Part I - The Crime of Questioning Like a criminal wiping fingerprints from the scene,
if you are still asking yourself
was it right or wrong,
was it a mistake, Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 91 – The Unpermitted Path

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Mythopoetic, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Agency, agency under pressure, anti-teleology, authenticity, Autonomy, character formation, constraint, dignity, direction, ethical living, existential courage, existential ethics, existential narrative, Existentialism, first-person philosophy, human condition, identity, inner compass, inner discipline, inward clarity, inward journey, lived-truth, modern alienation, modern stoicism, moral seriousness, mythic voice, nonconformity, perseverance, philosophical poetry, poetic philosophy, purity without piety, Refusal, Resistance, restraint, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 91, self as measure, self-authorship, self-knowledge, self-made values, self-reference, solitude, spiritual without religion, The Unpermitted Path, truth as action, unpermitted freedom, walking as proof, walking metaphor.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 91 - The Unpermitted Path It calls me-soft, relentless, from the edge-
but I am not allowed to go.
Life never granted that release.
Now the verdict shifts:
I am allowed to go, Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 90 – Unwelcomed

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Alienation, anti-sentimentality, archetypal-narrative, Autonomy, collective-myth, critique-of-society, Defiance, dissent, enlightenment-skepticism, epistemology, existential realism, existential-agency, existential-anger, Existentialism, extinction-symbolism, human condition, identity-construction, individualism, inner-ethics, intellectual-isolation, meaning-making, meaning-rejection, modern-nihilism, Moral integrity, moral-loneliness, nonconformity, outsider-identity, personal-verdict, philosophical poetry, philosophical-defiance, post-humanism, psychological depth, refusal-to-huddle, resilience, self-mythology, silence-as-power, social illusion, solitude, stoicism, symbolic roar, symbolic-identity, time-and-memory, truth-burden, truth-versus-comfort, voice-and-identity, walking forward, wisdom-critique, witness-refusal.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 90 – Unwelcomed The museum burned centuries ago.
No plaque bears the name.
Yet the skeleton reassembles itself
from the dust of a thousand refusals,
stepping into a dawn Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 89 – My Body is an Envelope

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: abandonment, Absence, anti-sentimental, atheism, Body, controlled grief, darkness, deprivation, despair without rage, emotional emptiness, emotional-austerity, emptiness as form, entropy, Envelope, existential poetry, existential realism, free will, godlessness, human condition, identity erosion, inner exile, inner-void, Introspection, introspective literature, inward collapse, Isolation, literary realism, loneliness, loss of meaning, melancholy, metaphysical imagery, minimalism, modern existentialism, modern verse, nihilism, non-hopeful poetry, philosophical melancholy, philosophical poetry, post-romantic disillusionment, psychological depth, quiet suffering, restraint, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 89, sealed fate, sealed silence, silence, silence as metaphor, solitude, stoic despair, symbolic poetry, time and decay.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 89 – My Body is an Envelope They emptied my heart-
looted every last coin of light.
What remains to give?
How does one love
from a flask shattered beyond repair? Read more from here...

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Four Falls Philosophy

Posted 3 months ago under DINOSAUR, Mythopoetic, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: addiction-recovery, anti-romantic poetry, ascetic living, autobiographical philosophy, autobiographical verse, character formation, character over desire, confessional poetry, discipline over pleasure, emotional restraint, endurance literature, endurance mindset, existential poetry, existential realism, first love loss, grief poetry, hunger and restraint, inner strength, Isolation, lived-philosophy, loneliness, loss of mother, masculine-vulnerability, mental toughness, minimalist suffering, nihilism tempered by will, personal mythology, philosophical realism, physical discipline, quiet defiance, refusal of victimhood, rehabilitation journey, rejection and resolve, rejection without bitterness, resilience, self-authored life, self-discipline, self-made identity, sobriety journey, solitude as identity, stoic philosophy, suffering and growth, survival ethics, trauma narrative, truth-over-comfort, unrequited-love, walking alone, willpower.

Title - Four Falls Philosophy That girl-my love at first sight-
I watched her walk away that final day,
no fight, no plea, just silence in the light.
The first fall came when school was done:
no top college seat I’d won. Read more from here...

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Teenage Crush

Posted 3 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: acceptance, adolescent-psychology, awkwardness, bittersweet, class-dynamics, coming-of-age, confusion, desire, emotional clarity, emotional honesty, emotional-literacy, everyday-moments, first-love, grounded-voice, human-fallibility, humiliation-without-drama, identity formation, Innocence, irony, lived-experience, longing, lost-time, masculinity, memory-as-wound, memory-fragments, nostalgia, observational poetry, past-self, personal-history, quiet-pain, realism, realism-over-romance, reflection, rejection, restraint, school-life, self-awareness, shyness, sincerity, social-pressure, teenage-memory, tenderness, understated-tragedy, unrequited-love, unsentimental-love, vulnerability, youthful-ego.

Title - Teenage Crush Today it returned again-
a heavy scoop from those years,
my first amateur crush.
Love at first sight,
third day of school. Read more from here...

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Call Girl

Posted 3 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: addiction metaphor, anger without hatred, anti-romantic, anti-sentimental, bodily autonomy, call girl, capitalism and bodies, claustrophobic form, commodified intimacy, confessional-adjacent, contemporary poetry, dark lyricism, dehumanization, dissociation, empathy and anger, exhaustion of identity, gendered labor, identity erosion, intimacy economics, lived proximity, moral accounting, moral nausea, no redemption arc, performative desire, power imbalance, psychological fracture, raw realism, rehab poetry, rehabilitation writing, repetition as structure, resistance to glamorization, self-objectification, shame and survival, social hypocrisy, structural violence, survival narrative, taboo poetry, transactional intimacy, trauma realism, unlikable truth, unsanitized language, ventriloquism, witness literature, witness voice.

Title - Call Girl I’m a call girl
in a cheap, dirty world.
Not a butcher’s-shop red meat,
served like a hot-pink birthday treat.
I shower after every time I make noise. Read more from here...

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