Ronie Dinosaur

Title – Entitlement (The Old Man and the Sea) If even I don’t know, then who does? This is my claim: direct experience towers over academic titles. Put her where I stand- tell me what she would see. Or would she disintegrate instantly, Read more from here...

Title - Tadpole-Intent I am like a song that hasn’t been recorded yet. I’m not just walking across a blank page, nor Google’s Dino T-rex jumping on a frozen screen where only the obstacles move. Ronie Dinosaur walks for real- Read more from here...

Title - We were Stupid Such nice people, beautiful society- simply wonderful. Give cash, take ass. Respect little coins, Read more from here...

Title - Four Falls, Four Walks Just like a seventy year old man at the end of his days- quiet, worn out, defeated, yet still willing to live- there is something left in him. Perhaps he wants a second chance, but he no longer has the energy for it. Read more from here...

The girl I loved at first sight turned away, humiliated me outside my new classroom door. I thought hard, saw my lack of emotional grace, swore no one would hurt me like that anymore. So I built strength-the athlete was born in pain, the philosopher woke in the dark before. Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 62 - Humiliation To counter humiliation from a girl in school- love at first sight- I armed myself with pride and silence. The next time I stood before a girl, Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 58 - Hungry Three decades ago- the desire: cute, innocent, love at first sight. The need rose from its crushing, Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 57 - No Names Academic philosophers pursue named truths- polished, catalogued, bound in books. I know the unnamed: shadows without labels, Read more from here...

I walk. Not because I am brave, and not because I am lost, but because stopping would require a lie. Walking is the only posture my character can hold without collapsing. I was born between two zeros. Before me, nothing. After me, nothing again. In between, this body learned hunger, this mind learned patterns, and this heart learned thirst. Consciousness only learned one thing: it does not want to end. Everything else is decoration. The world taught me early that existence is transactional. Smile correctly, bend at the right angle, desire the approved objects, and you may be granted warmth. I refused the performance. I did not refuse love; I refused the counterfeit. The refusal cost me everything. People say loneliness is the absence of others. They are wrong. Loneliness is being intact in a world that rewards fracture. It is being original where copies are easier to circulate. I did not lose people; I was never selected by the system that distributes them. I carried a heart that wanted to give without invoice. The world answered with rates. Every touch asked for currency-money, status, compromise, obedience. When I could not pay, I was instructed to disappear politely. So I did. I disappeared while remaining alive, which is a more difficult discipline than death. Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 54 - Before and After A woman is taught that everything must happen before. She must listen to the herder, bend to his wants, and in the same breath Read more from here...