Psychological realism – Page 2 – Read Poems aka Dinosaurs

Claim (24 years ago, in 28 February 2002)

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: abandonment, adolescence, arrested development, coming-of-age, delayed-growth, depression themes, early disillusionment, emotional minimalism, emotional trauma, endurance, existential crisis, existential poetry, existential waiting, fatalism, first-love, grief narrative, humiliation, identity fracture, inner exile, inner monologue, Introspection, Isolation, loneliness, lost youth, memory and time, non-selfishness, outsider perspective, personal mythology, philosophical writing, Poetic prose, poetic-confession, Psychological realism, rain imagery, raw honesty, rejection, resilience, Ronie Dinosaur, self-denial, silent suffering, smoke and rain, survival without hope, teenage loss, time stagnation, truth claim, unsynchronized life, waiting motif, window metaphor.

Claim (24 years ago, in 28 February 2002) Those which came and will come for years
Are all the same clouds,
Which rain and rain again.
In a way, the world might have changed,
But nothing has changed on this side of the window. Read more from here...

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Ronie iz BaD Song – Oct 2005

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: 2004 separation, 2005 writing, August 13 2005, autobiographical poem, basketball court, bodily awareness, campus life, canteen writing, college years, darkness and light, document not performance, early work, electric heart, emotional crisis, endurance, grief record, honest suffering, human fragility, internal monologue, Isolation, lived-experience, memory and trauma, origin text, personal archive, personal mythology, place-based writing, post-breakup writing, pre-internet expression, Psychological realism, raw-confession, refusal to disappear, repetition as coping, resilience, Ronie Dinosaur, Ronie iz BaD, Ronie persona, self-observation, solitude, song, spoken-word cadence, staying alive, survival document, time-stamped literature, unfiltered voice, unsanitized past, urban night, walking through pain, witness poetry, youth and despair.

Title: Ronie iz BaD [Verse 1] Nowhere am I caught red-handed.
My being has attempted such suicide.
Is there any meaning
in a dog’s bark thumping my red electrical heart, Read more from here...

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Anyways

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Mythopoetic, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: awareness, body and mind, character in action, Choice, Courage, deliberate choice, divine vs human, emotional labor, endurance, ethical action, existential courage, existential reflection, existential terror, female ambiguity, godlike endurance, grief, Heartbreak, heartbreak resilience, human condition, human fragility, human struggle, Introspection, introspective epic, introspective prose, longing, Love and Loss, masculine restraint, meditative poetry, moral accounting, moral courage, moral responsibility, mortality, mythic metaphor, peacock metaphor, personal narrative, philosophical poetry, Psychological realism, reflective poetry, relational ethics, restraint, Ronie Dinosaur, self-discipline, Self-mastery, stoicism, substance abuse, suffering, swan metaphor, temporal awareness, unrequited-love, walking anyway.

Anyways A god endured
thousands of years in exile,
drowned in grief-yet, sweetheart,
he feared neither death
nor darkness Read more from here...

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Sorcery

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Mythopoetic, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Agency, ambiguity, autobiographical fiction, body language, boundaries, character, confession, consent, desire, dignity, discipline, disillusionment, emotional labor, first-order truth, Heartbreak, Intimacy., Kaliyug myth, longing, loss, masculinity, modern alienation, Modernity, moral economy, mythic voice, peacock metaphor, power dynamics, Pride, Psychological realism, Purity, Refusal, rejection, restraint, restraint ethics, romantic idealism, Ronie Dinosaur, self-respect, Selfhood, solitude, Sorcery, stoicism, swan metaphor, symbolism, transformation, unrequited-love, vulnerability, will.

Sorcery I came back having lost-so who has ever come back having won?
I lived by my own will; this is not called losing.
I became Ronie to the whole world-from five-year-old children to everyone at the table, at the door, or on the floor.
In return for the love I gave the boy within me, I could not gather love from a girl for myself.
The generosity of my spirit, my character in action, my golden intent-and yet my desire proved fruitless. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 133 – Impact of Courage

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Mythopoetic, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: aftermath writing, anti-hope philosophy, anti-sentimentality, black bird myth, character weight, clarity-over-comfort, cold flame, controlled anger, Courage, courage ethic, disciplined will, doctrine verse, emotional-austerity, endurance literature, endurance without reward, existential manual, existential poetry, fate symbolism, fire stewardship, grief discipline, Impact, injury of courage, inner authority, inner law, iron imagery, loss ethics, loss without consolation, minimalist intensity, mythic compression, non-possessive love, operational language, peacocking monsters, personal mythology, philosophical poetry, post-romantic verse, Psychological realism, quiet defiance, refusal of spectacle, refusal-to-beg, resilience myth, resolve narrative, restraint over impulse, secular spirituality, self-governance, stewardship ethic, stoic fire, strength doctrine, truth without hope, uncompromising voice, will as fuel.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 133 - Impact of Courage Food heat, spice heat,
the rush of young blood,
the fever of a misfiring mind-
all cheap, fleeting trash.
Against them burns something colder, cleaner: Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 132 – The World Runs on Courage

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: anti-romance, Courage, dignity in loss, emotional ethics, emotional integrity, emotional minimalism, emotional restraint, endurance without reward, ethical love, existential poetry, existential walking, grief discipline, grief processing, human core, human residue, inner courage, inner witness, internalized myth, introspective literature, inward resistance, loneliness narrative, masculine-vulnerability, modern myth, moral stamina, mythic realism, non-transactional love, personal cosmology, personal mythology, philosophical verse, poetic defiance, post-romantic poetry, Psychological realism, quiet endurance, quiet heroism, refusal of consumption, refusal of spectacle, refusal-to-beg, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 132, silent loyalty, solitary resolve, spiritual secularism, stoic movement, survivor voice, symbolic monsters, tragic clarity, truth-without-consolation, unrequited-love, unsaid love, walking metaphor, World Runs, wounded narrator.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 132 – The World Runs on Courage The world runs on courage alone-
otherwise the monsters
would have devoured everything.
Somewhere in her heart,
something must have been saved for me too; Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 128 – Seventeen Years to a Screen

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: anti-romance, asymmetrical affection, character over desire, chronology of loss, confessional poetry, crater metaphor, cult book potential, delayed adulthood, digital alienation, dignity under neglect, economic precarity, emotional-starvation, ethical restraint, existential literature, existential witness, family obligation, father’s death, grief narrative, human cost of restraint, Indian literary voice, invisible men, isolation without ideology, masculine restraint, memory as burden, modern masculinity crisis, modern solitude, non-redemptive ending, pain without spectacle, philosophical prose, post-romantic disillusionment, Psychological realism, quiet suffering, refusal of victimhood, refusal-to-beg, rejection trauma, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 128, screen, screen-mediated life, Seventeen Years, silence as resistance, stoic endurance, survival without hope, time and loss, time as violence, truth-without-consolation, unacknowledged labor, unchosen loneliness, underground literature, unpaid devotion, walking without destination, working-class sacrifice.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 128 - Seventeen Years to a Screen From 2003-Frooti,
who swore she was only a friend-
to 2020-Noorie,
where money changed hands-
I no longer know Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 119 – Five Monasteries

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Alienation, anti-hero critique, Asceticism, authenticity, awareness without agency, body discipline, Buddha comparison, burnout culture, cultural pressure, discipline, endurance, endurance without reward, existential poetry, existential witness, extreme-discipline, field report style, gym solitude, Indian myth reinterpreted, inner exile, inward journey, isolation narrative, lighthouse metaphor, lived time, masculinity, mental-resilience, modern ascetic, modern monastery, Monasteries, non-linear life, nonconformity, performance identity, philosophical poetry, post-romantic realism, Psychological realism, recovery myth, refusal of hope, rehabilitation, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 119, self-accounting, self-observation, Shiva symbolism, silence, sobriety journey, social misfit, solitude, spiritual skepticism, unregistered existence, unsentimental truth, work asceticism.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 119 - Five Monasteries I am the lighthouse that doesn’t care
if ships pass blind through salted air-
as long as the filament stays fair,
burning on, beyond repair.
The trouble has always been this plight: Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 116 – Nehru Place, Twenty-Something

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: absence of light, angel chaos, bitterness, Bollywood song, character study, Delhi bus, dignity, emotional trauma, execution metaphor, existential poetry, failed romance, fate vs choice, fleeting connections, grief, Heartbreak, human fragility, Indian city life, inner darkness, lost-love, love without possession, masculine-vulnerability, memory, mental health, modern Indian poetry, Moral integrity, Nehru Place, Philosophical reflection, Psychological realism, quiet despair, rejection, resilience, respect in love, restraint, Ronie Dinosaur, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 116, scars, self-awareness, self-condemnation, silent witness, social judgment, solitude, survival, truth-telling, twenties, Twenty-Something, urban loneliness, war hero peace, youth disillusionment.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 116 - Nehru Place, Twenty-Something Twenty-something,
college backpack heavy on my shoulders,
T-shirt and jeans,
standing by the front door of a crowded bus
headed to Nehru Place. Read more from here...

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Punishment

Posted 2 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: abandonment, academic exile, Alienation, anger identity, Asceticism, austerity, burnout, chair motif, class pressure, depression, dignity hunger, discipline as violence, emotional poverty, emotional repression, endurance, existential reckoning, failure, grief, heat and cold imagery, identity fracture, Indian context, internal exile, intimacy avoidance, ledger metaphor, loss, love and flight, masculine shame, masculine-vulnerability, memory loops, moral accounting, nihilism, non-linear narrative, persistence, Psychological realism, rejection, restraint, self-punishment, self-sabotage, solitude, substance abuse, survival ethics, time distortion, trauma repetition, unfinished reckoning, unrealized potential, unrequited-love, witnessless suffering, working-class survival.

I returned home without a degree.
Detained for attendance shortages—the rules were never clearly explained.
I lost my best friend to another lecture hall,
and my obligation to become an engineer to another timeline.
Earlier still, I lost my worth as the studious boy
when a schoolgirl rejected me for someone “different.” Read more from here...

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