Ronie Dinosaur

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 61 - Beg for Love Like the shape of a peeled water chestnut, that thing so precious, so rare- for which people bend and kneel, join hands in silent prayer, Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 60 - Purpose In the book Games Alcoholics Play, the doctor asked me to give myself permission not to drink anymore. I know the first step Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 59 - Oven in a Restaurant You have an oven, dear- a full restaurant blazing in your skin. Let me book a table for one, candlelit, corner booth, where the air thickens with spice. Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 58 - Hungry Three decades ago- the desire: cute, innocent, love at first sight. The need rose from its crushing, Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 56 - Masculine Some call the elephant fat. Poachers swear the forest starves him thin. Others see a broom in his tail, pillars in his legs. A few mistake his trunk for a serpent Read more from here...

I walk. Not because I am brave, and not because I am lost, but because stopping would require a lie. Walking is the only posture my character can hold without collapsing. I was born between two zeros. Before me, nothing. After me, nothing again. In between, this body learned hunger, this mind learned patterns, and this heart learned thirst. Consciousness only learned one thing: it does not want to end. Everything else is decoration. The world taught me early that existence is transactional. Smile correctly, bend at the right angle, desire the approved objects, and you may be granted warmth. I refused the performance. I did not refuse love; I refused the counterfeit. The refusal cost me everything. People say loneliness is the absence of others. They are wrong. Loneliness is being intact in a world that rewards fracture. It is being original where copies are easier to circulate. I did not lose people; I was never selected by the system that distributes them. I carried a heart that wanted to give without invoice. The world answered with rates. Every touch asked for currency-money, status, compromise, obedience. When I could not pay, I was instructed to disappear politely. So I did. I disappeared while remaining alive, which is a more difficult discipline than death. Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 47 - Nutrition A sound mind dwells in a sound body. Yet if the body fails and falls, what good is any mind at all? This useless brain has let this flesh be disrespected, never the reverse. Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 46 - Reverification My life is a blank sheet- and it has remained blank. Mind blank. Body blank. Everything experience once seemed to teach me Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 45 - Abra-ka-dabra They say in the Gita that there is karma- that one is punished or rewarded for what one has done. I do not deny causality. I deny the courtroom. What happened to me did not happen to me. Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 44 - Denied Me a Life This world did not let me live. I am the echo of my surroundings, the sediment of my deeds, the pulse of my present act- the exact coordinates where I plant myself. Read more from here...