Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 109 – The Anti-Thesis

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 109 – The Anti-Thesis It wasn’t that I failed to win you,
or that I lacked permission-
you had already written the letter yourself,
granting full access to raw lust,
to be taken without hesitation. Read more from here...
The Ronie Dinosaur Manifesto: I See You

The Ronie Dinosaur Manifesto: I See You It has been a monotonously vast and monstrously cruel life.
Age is a shallow ruler; it cannot gauge the true depth of a soul, nor the savage amplitude of its emotional tides. I have lived at the summit of the Himalayas and in the crushing black of the Mariana Trench.
Life itself was my tutor, teaching me the brutal price of being in the wrong place at the wrong moment. I learned the cold gulf between power, money, and status-and the fragility of innocence. I learned that golden intent can still yield only lead. Character does not guarantee reward. And my love-a clean vessel-poured itself out and received nothing in return.
To hell with it all. I got nothing back.
She took mine and never returned it. Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 97 — Reflection: Misfired

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 97 — Reflection: Misfired I was afraid-
how do I cup her face in my hands
and whisper, Stay quiet.
Let me admire what I have.
She pressed closer. Read more from here...
Why Not Me?

Title - Why Not Me? With the heart that called you friend,
I asked you to be my girl.
You said no-straight, no pretend.
What’s a guy supposed to do in this world?
Should I stand there, beg, and plead, Read more from here...
Rational But Emptier

Title — Rational But Emptier To love a woman,
she must be offered a reason.
Give her information,
make an impact, remove hesitation.
Don’t bluff-stay tough; Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 71 – Cruel Intentions

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 71 - Cruel Intentions In love, there are no secrets.
If they still exist in her-and she cannot tell or explain why, even after I ask with my whole heart, again and again-and if it keeps getting worse, then it’s time I accept the truth: she didn’t love me. She loved the way I made her feel special, and even that was ordinary to her.
Love that keeps me waiting, that sees me cry in pain and continues to do the same things that hurt me, is not love. It’s clear she thinks love is foolish, and she considers herself smart enough to treat me poorly, even in front of my own eyes. This is not a trust issue, no matter how often she throws that word at me. This is her character.
Even after giving her my whole world, she keeps the door open-selling me a dream and delivering a nightmare. I tell her every day that I miss her, even in the space between seconds. She never misses a chance to make me feel unwanted, sometimes even laughing at my misery. That is a choice. Nothing else.
She makes excuses for not choosing me. She keeps doing things that make me feel ashamed of the love I give her, while pretending she never takes advantage. She manipulates, dictates, and lectures me-saying love should not be proud or loud-while I stay patient, absorbing everything, still hoping for her love. Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 65 – Mixed Martial Arts

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 65 - Mixed Martial Arts Section I – Awareness Things change on the screen
before I even realize it.
I feel the present fully-
until memory intrudes. Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 15 – Metacognition

Ronie Dinosaur - Chapter 15: Metacognition My mind is trying to solve my own mind
and still can’t name the crime-
what for, what’s the big deal.
I have walked the entire distance
from blank confusion Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 13 – The Bench That Outlived Me

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 13 – The Bench That Outlived Me I had to live life and know it at once.
The shepherd-god had centuries of silence for both.
I had none.
Time slid through my fingers
like water, sand, coins, people, years: Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 12 – The Law That Hunts You Back

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 12 – The Law That Hunts You Back The one who carries love inside her chest
will be the only one who truly gives it-
only she can pour it out the way it demands.
So too the one who has lived deep enough,
scarred enough, pure enough, Read more from here...
