Ronie Dinosaur

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 61 - Beg for Love Like the shape of a peeled water chestnut, that thing so precious, so rare- for which people bend and kneel, join hands in silent prayer, Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 58 - Hungry Three decades ago- the desire: cute, innocent, love at first sight. The need rose from its crushing, Read more from here...

I walk. Not because I am brave, and not because I am lost, but because stopping would require a lie. Walking is the only posture my character can hold without collapsing. I was born between two zeros. Before me, nothing. After me, nothing again. In between, this body learned hunger, this mind learned patterns, and this heart learned thirst. Consciousness only learned one thing: it does not want to end. Everything else is decoration. The world taught me early that existence is transactional. Smile correctly, bend at the right angle, desire the approved objects, and you may be granted warmth. I refused the performance. I did not refuse love; I refused the counterfeit. The refusal cost me everything. People say loneliness is the absence of others. They are wrong. Loneliness is being intact in a world that rewards fracture. It is being original where copies are easier to circulate. I did not lose people; I was never selected by the system that distributes them. I carried a heart that wanted to give without invoice. The world answered with rates. Every touch asked for currency-money, status, compromise, obedience. When I could not pay, I was instructed to disappear politely. So I did. I disappeared while remaining alive, which is a more difficult discipline than death. Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 53 - The Tough Gets Going When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. After time has stripped everything bare- possessions, people, illusions- that’s when, in the thick of depression, Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 47 - Nutrition A sound mind dwells in a sound body. Yet if the body fails and falls, what good is any mind at all? This useless brain has let this flesh be disrespected, never the reverse. Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 45 - Abra-ka-dabra They say in the Gita that there is karma- that one is punished or rewarded for what one has done. I do not deny causality. I deny the courtroom. What happened to me did not happen to me. Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 43 - Realistic When every reason to walk has vanished, yet the man still walks- that is not negativity. He is not a negative soul. He is its precise opposite. Read more from here...

Ronie Dinoaur Chapter 42 - Truth I am the echo of my surroundings, the sediment of my deeds, the pulse of my present act, the exact coordinates where I plant myself. All of it- Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 41 - Declaration From a human perspective, there is no god. I know this verse. There is no conscious universe. At the cosmic scale and at the quantum scale, Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 32 - Just Stupid Mirror, mirror on the wall, who’s the fairest maiden of them all? What kind of man am I? What kind of heart do I have? What is my mind capable of? Read more from here...