Why Not Me?

Title - Why Not Me? With the heart that called you friend,
I asked you to be my girl.
You said no-straight, no pretend.
What’s a guy supposed to do in this world?
Should I stand there, beg, and plead, Read more from here...
Quantum

Title – Quantum The world flaunts trophies bright-
achievements, gold, titles won in fight
by climbing on backs, stepping over the fallen-
and calls it greatness, loud and swollen.
It is not. Read more from here...
Rational But Emptier

Title — Rational But Emptier To love a woman,
she must be offered a reason.
Give her information,
make an impact, remove hesitation.
Don’t bluff-stay tough; Read more from here...
Compound Isolation

Title - Compound Isolation Childhood passed in studies,
adulthood in earning.
Middle age slipped into philosophy and rehab-
and old age will not come at all.
I have seen the poor carry a king’s attitude, Read more from here...
Monstrously, Monotonously Vast

Title - Monstrously, Monotonously Vast Sometimes I talk to snakes,
and sometimes I think of her-
only realizing it later.
Through iron bars, the moon,
snagged in black branches. Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 71 – Cruel Intentions

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 71 - Cruel Intentions In love, there are no secrets.
If they still exist in her-and she cannot tell or explain why, even after I ask with my whole heart, again and again-and if it keeps getting worse, then it’s time I accept the truth: she didn’t love me. She loved the way I made her feel special, and even that was ordinary to her.
Love that keeps me waiting, that sees me cry in pain and continues to do the same things that hurt me, is not love. It’s clear she thinks love is foolish, and she considers herself smart enough to treat me poorly, even in front of my own eyes. This is not a trust issue, no matter how often she throws that word at me. This is her character.
Even after giving her my whole world, she keeps the door open-selling me a dream and delivering a nightmare. I tell her every day that I miss her, even in the space between seconds. She never misses a chance to make me feel unwanted, sometimes even laughing at my misery. That is a choice. Nothing else.
She makes excuses for not choosing me. She keeps doing things that make me feel ashamed of the love I give her, while pretending she never takes advantage. She manipulates, dictates, and lectures me-saying love should not be proud or loud-while I stay patient, absorbing everything, still hoping for her love. Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 65 – Mixed Martial Arts

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 65 - Mixed Martial Arts Section I – Awareness Things change on the screen
before I even realize it.
I feel the present fully-
until memory intrudes. Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 27 – Who Would Want a Man Like Me?

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 27 – Who Would Want a Man Like Me? I carry a heart
neither soft
nor cruel.
First: resistance to anesthesia.
Second: unchosen, yet unresentful. Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 18 – Lollipop

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 18 – Lollipop
I feel it in my bones:
the universe is staring.
Not with love,
not even with hate-
just cold, deliberate silence Read more from here...
Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 14 – Luxury and Need

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 14 – Luxury and Need Like heart, like character,
and so would be the desire and it's comprehension.
Whether it's pure luxury or primal need.
Your intention decides your deeds,
your deeds decide the fruit, Read more from here...
