Ronie Dinosaur

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 71 - Cruel Intentions In love, there are no secrets. If they still exist in her-and she cannot tell or explain why, even after I ask with my whole heart, again and again-and if it keeps getting worse, then it’s time I accept the truth: she didn’t love me. She loved the way I made her feel special, and even that was ordinary to her. Love that keeps me waiting, that sees me cry in pain and continues to do the same things that hurt me, is not love. It’s clear she thinks love is foolish, and she considers herself smart enough to treat me poorly, even in front of my own eyes. This is not a trust issue, no matter how often she throws that word at me. This is her character. Even after giving her my whole world, she keeps the door open-selling me a dream and delivering a nightmare. I tell her every day that I miss her, even in the space between seconds. She never misses a chance to make me feel unwanted, sometimes even laughing at my misery. That is a choice. Nothing else. She makes excuses for not choosing me. She keeps doing things that make me feel ashamed of the love I give her, while pretending she never takes advantage. She manipulates, dictates, and lectures me-saying love should not be proud or loud-while I stay patient, absorbing everything, still hoping for her love. Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 61 - Beg for Love Like the shape of a peeled water chestnut, that thing so precious, so rare- for which people bend and kneel, join hands in silent prayer, Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 60 - Purpose In the book Games Alcoholics Play, the doctor asked me to give myself permission not to drink anymore. I know the first step Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 58 - Hungry Three decades ago- the desire: cute, innocent, love at first sight. The need rose from its crushing, Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 56 - Masculine Some call the elephant fat. Poachers swear the forest starves him thin. Others see a broom in his tail, pillars in his legs. A few mistake his trunk for a serpent Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 53 - The Tough Gets Going When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. After time has stripped everything bare- possessions, people, illusions- that’s when, in the thick of depression, Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 50 - Being The beauty of reality lies in its truth- in being, in existing- not in presentation or appearance. He had beauty, yet the world outside the palace Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 45 - Abra-ka-dabra They say in the Gita that there is karma- that one is punished or rewarded for what one has done. I do not deny causality. I deny the courtroom. What happened to me did not happen to me. Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 44 - Denied Me a Life This world did not let me live. I am the echo of my surroundings, the sediment of my deeds, the pulse of my present act- the exact coordinates where I plant myself. Read more from here...

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 43 - Realistic When every reason to walk has vanished, yet the man still walks- that is not negativity. He is not a negative soul. He is its precise opposite. Read more from here...