Navodit Kumar – Page 6 – Read Poems aka Dinosaurs

I Look Like You — 20 Jan 2005

Posted 5 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: 2005 poem, adolescent identity, autobiographical poem, decay and memory, early authorship, early heartbreak, emotional dependency, emotional honesty, emotional minimalism, emotional mirror, emotional mirroring, existential youth, fear retention, first love residue, fragile hope, ghost self, identity fracture, inner collapse, inner dialogue, internal critic, inward gaze, loneliness voice, longing presence, loss illusion, love projection, memory artifact, mirror imagery, non-performative art, personal archive, personal mythology, poetic fragment, private writing, psychological reflection, raw-poetry, self-alienation, self-criticism, self-erasure, self-growth anxiety, self-recognition failure, silent grief, teenage introspection, time capsule poem, unfinished self, unrequited-love, unsent confession, yellowed pages, youth despair.

I Look Like You — 20 Jan 2005 Did I know?
I am a ghost,
hiding a mirror in which
I can’t see myself.
Yet there is hope-an illusion: Read more from here...

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No Such Girl Though — 10 December 2005

Posted 5 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: 2005 diary, abandonment fear, adolescent trauma, artistic documentation, autobiographical poem, coming of age pain, creative survival, early authorship, early identity crisis, early poetry, emotional endurance, emotional honesty, emotional isolation, emotional residue, existential numbness, first love wound, first rejection, handwritten lyrics, inner child voice, innocence lost, lived-experience, loneliness imagery, love refusal, memory artifact, mental exhaustion, noncommercial art, obsessive repetition, personal archive, personal mythology, poetic artifact, private grief, psychological looping, raw songwriting, raw-confession, rejected confession, rejection memory, self-talk poetry, solitude themes, teenage heartbreak, time and decay, time capsule writing, trauma imprint, unpolished writing, unrequited-love, unsent song, vulnerability in art, yellowed pages, youth despair.

No Such Girl Though — 10 December 2005 From green and blue to stars in black,
I just can’t contact—
my shout can’t catch—
I am bound to react.
If she hates me, then it’s okay, because she does. Read more from here...

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Sing — 07 Feb 2005 by Ronie Dinosaur

Posted 5 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: 2005, aftermath, aging, archival writing, authenticity, boundaries, confessional poetry, crossed-out poem, diary poem, distance, early twenties, emotional clarity, emotional discipline, endurance, first-love, growth, handwriting, Heartbreak, history, Indian college, longing, longing without consent, loss, memory, naming absence, paper artifacts, plea, private writing, Refusal, refusal to send, regret, repetition, restraint, restraint learned, Ronie, self-awareness, self-command, silence, solitude, song lyrics, testimony, time, unrequited-love, unsent letter, voice, vulnerability, waiting, witness, yellowed pages, youth melancholy.

Sing — 07 Feb 2005 Sing,
sing for me,
I am waiting for you.
Oh, it doesn’t rain now;
everything just seems Read more from here...

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Claim (24 years ago, in 28 February 2002)

Posted 5 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: abandonment, adolescence, arrested development, coming-of-age, delayed-growth, depression themes, early disillusionment, emotional minimalism, emotional trauma, endurance, existential crisis, existential poetry, existential waiting, fatalism, first-love, grief narrative, humiliation, identity fracture, inner exile, inner monologue, Introspection, Isolation, loneliness, lost youth, memory and time, non-selfishness, outsider perspective, personal mythology, philosophical writing, Poetic prose, poetic-confession, Psychological realism, rain imagery, raw honesty, rejection, resilience, Ronie Dinosaur, self-denial, silent suffering, smoke and rain, survival without hope, teenage loss, time stagnation, truth claim, unsynchronized life, waiting motif, window metaphor.

Claim (24 years ago, in 28 February 2002) Those which came and will come for years
Are all the same clouds,
Which rain and rain again.
In a way, the world might have changed,
But nothing has changed on this side of the window. Read more from here...

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Ronie iz BaD Song – Oct 2005

Posted 5 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: 2004 separation, 2005 writing, August 13 2005, autobiographical poem, basketball court, bodily awareness, campus life, canteen writing, college years, darkness and light, document not performance, early work, electric heart, emotional crisis, endurance, grief record, honest suffering, human fragility, internal monologue, Isolation, lived-experience, memory and trauma, origin text, personal archive, personal mythology, place-based writing, post-breakup writing, pre-internet expression, Psychological realism, raw-confession, refusal to disappear, repetition as coping, resilience, Ronie Dinosaur, Ronie iz BaD, Ronie persona, self-observation, solitude, song, spoken-word cadence, staying alive, survival document, time-stamped literature, unfiltered voice, unsanitized past, urban night, walking through pain, witness poetry, youth and despair.

Title: Ronie iz BaD [Verse 1] Nowhere am I caught red-handed.
My being has attempted such suicide.
Is there any meaning
in a dog’s bark thumping my red electrical heart, Read more from here...

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Anyways

Posted 5 months ago under DINOSAUR, Mythopoetic, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: awareness, body and mind, character in action, Choice, Courage, deliberate choice, divine vs human, emotional labor, endurance, ethical action, existential courage, existential reflection, existential terror, female ambiguity, godlike endurance, grief, Heartbreak, heartbreak resilience, human condition, human fragility, human struggle, Introspection, introspective epic, introspective prose, longing, Love and Loss, masculine restraint, meditative poetry, moral accounting, moral courage, moral responsibility, mortality, mythic metaphor, peacock metaphor, personal narrative, philosophical poetry, Psychological realism, reflective poetry, relational ethics, restraint, Ronie Dinosaur, self-discipline, Self-mastery, stoicism, substance abuse, suffering, swan metaphor, temporal awareness, unrequited-love, walking anyway.

Anyways A god endured
thousands of years in exile,
drowned in grief-yet, sweetheart,
he feared neither death
nor darkness Read more from here...

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Sorcery

Posted 5 months ago under DINOSAUR, Mythopoetic, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Agency, ambiguity, autobiographical fiction, body language, boundaries, character, confession, consent, desire, dignity, discipline, disillusionment, emotional labor, first-order truth, Heartbreak, Intimacy., Kaliyug myth, longing, loss, masculinity, modern alienation, Modernity, moral economy, mythic voice, peacock metaphor, power dynamics, Pride, Psychological realism, Purity, Refusal, rejection, restraint, restraint ethics, romantic idealism, Ronie Dinosaur, self-respect, Selfhood, solitude, Sorcery, stoicism, swan metaphor, symbolism, transformation, unrequited-love, vulnerability, will.

Sorcery I came back having lost-so who has ever come back having won?
I lived by my own will; this is not called losing.
I became Ronie to the whole world-from five-year-old children to everyone at the table, at the door, or on the floor.
In return for the love I gave the boy within me, I could not gather love from a girl for myself.
The generosity of my spirit, my character in action, my golden intent-and yet my desire proved fruitless. Read more from here...

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First-Order Truth by Ronie Dinosaur — Editor Required

Posted 5 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: Alternative Rock, Anthemic Chorus, Anti Toxic Masculinity, Anti Womanizer, Big Voice, Boundary Song, Character Driven, Cinematic Rock, Clear Vocals, Confessional, Dark Folk Influence, Dark Indie, Deep Baritone, Dignity Theme, discipline, Emotional Rock, emotional weight, Gritty, Heartbreak Without Romance, Hindi English, Hinglish Lyrics, Honest Writing, Human Not Transactional, Identity Song, Indian context, Indie Rock, Integrity, Integrity Over Desire, introspective, Male Vocal, mental health, Moral Strength, No Self Pity, Personal Story, philosophical, Post Grunge Feel, Raw Lyrics, Real Pain, rejection, resilience, self-respect, Serious Tone, Slow Build, sobriety, Spoken Word Feel, survival, walking forward.

Scalpel: On First-Order Truth
This book was not written to persuade you.
It was written to stop persuading myself.
Most human speech is second-order.
It speaks about truth, around truth, toward truth.
It explains, justifies, excuses, frames, redeems. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 135 – What Is Ronie Dinosaur Who’s Still Walking

Posted 5 months ago under Artificial Intelligence, DINOSAUR, Mythopoetic, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: anti-automation, anti-credentialism, authenticity, authorship, becoming, character, creator-mindset, depth-over-status, dignity, endurance, existential walk, Existentialism, human core, human residue, identity, inner law, lived-truth, loneliness, long-walk, meaning-making, modern-masculinity, mythic symbolism, narrative-identity, nonconformity, original voice, pain-transformed, persistence, philosophical poetry, post-romance, Refusal, refusal-to-bend, rejection, resilience, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 135, scars, self-sovereignty, self-witness, Selfhood, silence, solitude, Still Walking, survival, testimony, time-density, truth-over-reward, uncommodifiable, unreplicable, Walking, What Is Ronie Dinosaur.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 135 – What Is Ronie Dinosaur Who’s Still Walking [Verse 1] You followed the map they drew on the wall,
took every turn the syllabus told.
I walked through fire no textbook recalls,
burned till the ashes turned into gold. Read more from here...

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Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 131 – The Fear of Solitude

Posted 5 months ago under DINOSAUR, Philosophy, Psychology Tagged: acceptance, Agency, awareness, character, clarity, consciousness, consequence, Courage, destiny, determinism, discipline, emotional control, endurance, Ethics, Existentialism, fate, fear, forward motion, grit, grounded wisdom, human condition, inevitability, inner strength, Introspection, Maturity, minimalism, Moral Spine., non-romantic, perseverance, personal law, philosophical poetry, psychological stability, quiet power, realism, refusal-of-illusion, resilience, resolve, responsibility, restraint, Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 131, RonieDinosaur, Self-mastery, solitude, stoicism, strength without hope, time, walking metaphor, will.

Ronie Dinosaur Chapter 131 - The Fear of Solitude He walks in fear of being left behind,
in fear of ending up alone.
Yet he walks alone-
and always remains alone,
no matter what. Read more from here...

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